oh, it's just the same old shit on cable. i mean, it's a GOOD MOVIE, but i mean, well, i just don't want to MOVE ON without my BELOVED by my side, with whom to SHARE IT.
it's an embarrassment of riches. i have roku now, got a library card, signed up for free library movies, i have thousands of libraries at my fingertips, and i just couldn't even give a damn. i don't even want to get netflix, i feel WEIRD about watching the other male actors i like, all alone, seeking them out, to watch.......👁
i was CRYING yesterday when cristian won again, it was so close, the drama, everything, but REAL, she's so young and vibrant, full of life, it was her DAY, walking off in a big beautiful studded high collar, like a princess, and there was nobody here with whom to share the excitement. it was so sad for me. so i wrote hi instead.
everything is making me depressed, except thoughts of being with my beloved again one day......i just want him to come over and crawl into bed with me...not that he deserves to be killed....(ha ha, very funny, not laughing) (not that kind of crawling, the OTHER kind!!!!!!! MY Kind....after we change him into comfy houseclothes....)