I hope you feel better and get well soon.
I'm not going to say something stupid like God loves child abusers, serial killers, pimps, thieves, rapists, and bigots as much he loves the good people, trying feebly to explain why bad things happen to good people.
I might've looked for a greeting card with a appropriately indignant message to send to you, but chances of finding one are not good.
So, my (public) message to you herewith is that even tho the odds are known to be fairly in your favor in this particular case, indeed your ultimately on youre own to live your life one day at a time, and then another one, then another one, like the rest of us. If I were you, I'd do it with zest and a attitude, if not all for myself, surely for my loved ones and friends, also just to spite you know who.
https://youtu.be/RGtJ8WR5Shc