On Sunday, December 24, 2023 at 7:13:14 AM UTC+2, Praetor Mandrake wrote:
> Typically I'd make the first "good" move I found. In the past two
> months or so, after having some games with pieces and a board I've
> found the patience to thoroughly explore my options.
Bs"d
I had my patience tested. Turns out I'm negative.
> But now the worst thing has happened: I felt sorry for an opponent.
> He happened to be 10 points behind and my next move would exchange
> queens.
https://tinyurl.com/kind-not-chess
> That was my flaw in tennis. It cost me many a game. I could have been
> a contender, instead I was 6th place and there were only 6 places of
> concern (last place of starting players at tournaments). I have to
> stave off this empathy for the other player.
Don't see him as "the other player", in stead see him as "THE ENEMY".
https://tinyurl.com/Short-kill
Try to start to see the fun in it:
http://tinyurl.com/ego-breaker
If you can't overcome your weakness, maybe another hobby is better for you. Knitting for instance. Beautiful and useful things might come forth from that.
https://tinyurl.com/violent-sport