My life is full to the brim now because of NA, and not because I go to so many meetings and do lots of service work, but because I got clean and stayed clean through NA, I have so many choices of what to do with my time today. In active addiction I had no choice and my whole life and thinking were focused on using and ways and means to get more, so I would seek chaos simply to provide some excitement. So the answer to the question is an emphatic no, I don’t ever feel like stirring up some shit because I am rarely, if ever, bored. I avoid the boredom by filling my time up with all kinds of activities, some recovery related, some not, that I wouldn’t or couldn’t do in active addiction.
Love,
Jon P.
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