Tracing the Lineage
A response to Matthew Shenoda’s poem “Traces”
Inspired to reflect on “the ways we construct a sense of ourselves . . .
in relation to place, to history and to one another;
especially . . . those who remind us that we’ve never been alone.”
I think first of my youngest sister,
taken too soon from this life;
and then of the long lineage of ancestors
who made my life possible.
My great grandmother
who homesteaded on the Colorado plains,
gathering cow paddies to heat the humble home
made from sod.
That dirt is in my bones.
And farther back, the Scottish immigrants,
exiled perhaps from their homes
by the enclosure of the commons,
tearing those simple peasants
from the soil of their birth.
And maybe even further back to those intrepid spirits
who braved the journey north
as the ice retreated from that frozen isle.
And then maybe to those earliest ancestors
who emerged from the ancient seas
to make a home on the new earth.
And all the way back
to that dust
from those first stars
whose lingering light still echoes
in the night sky.
- Debora Hammond