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We are the scarred up to be thrown away carrying our scars inside these bags that hide them from a perfect disgust.
The damaged ones too battered and torn for making presentations in markets of flesh sack gnaws on bone.
Ideals of youth a vain apologetic covering extravagant beauty and lust cleaves to and apart.
An ocean waves its own longings to and fro forced into synchronous stutters of brutal rhythm simulated sex.
If that is innocence youth is innocent of its criminal being pursuits and passions forge of idols from desires.
How we became being no one's business but it begins in childhood as does every failure suffering multiple tries.
Bones of I-Ching where truth makes claim splitting heated crack baked brittle from fragile crucible toss of pipes.
Those winds of fray tearing asunder sounds behind walls and fences hiding desolate stretches cultivated with pastime.
We are the bones thrown into furnaces made extract of finality an a-priori disintegration worming ruined cores.
Hacked apart falsified reasoning the dirge litany corrodes and wears out those time lines.
Time the reapers stalking displaced ash cannot be something given recognition makes all objects of desire.
Legacies of idylls sucked out at length of ancient marrow bone screaming mind ideas from desperate invalids.
We line up outside denied place within refinements' birthing wombs where some espoused that more precious culture.
The iconic problems where idols grow precedent to love of any made ideals as hard things into hard mould muscles.
Pounded into shapes the way we beat dough into loaves baked bread coated fat and sweat bitten at and severed off.
Cruellest of creatures feels nothing at rising from ashen squat relic purified amalgams melding cold with fury.
Persisting bold at the hunt for signs soft warm bits tried to escape from the feeding frenzy.
Whole worlds to crumbs swallowed moments leaving luminous red shifted blood spatter on disintegrated sands.
A universe itself entirely monumental to its own passing fancied and suggested sugar coated meanings.
We never understood futility of crystallized salts of a Dead Sea existence in deep eyes harbouring fatale.
A cargo of dreams loaded up and sets sail already wrecked by when of discovery under guns of ambition.
We are not the ones claiming flawless perfect and immaculate freed from sins and stains without worn or broken.
The future a myth remaining well out beyond any such reach but we keep grasping and clutching.
Parted experiences include various functions more gladly discarded facsimiles of renovation gutted out and rebuilt.
From the ground up digging empty plots sake of rigid organs formed concrete and steel spiked prominences.
We are pushed down from where we dreamt stairways opening impossible heights of glimpsed sacrifices.
It rolls down bruises of stairs an endless succession left behind at each step what gave life.
Impaled on stakes imposing firm beliefs everything tries for that better future that is always overcome.
Sounds are emanating deep end at the slaughterhouse a muttering chaos of extreme unctions.
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121022A ------------
If sounds of words stumble it does not matter what they really say.
We slash them down where they are stretched full out along the line.
A writer must be as merciless as a good gardener in the weeding and trimming.
The pull out is always more important than the push in.
Defiant of gravity because of everything good going up not down.
Acquiring that sex that is a sexless sex defined in a syllabus.
Dissemination spurts from ivory tower phallic outbursts.
It is the idea rather than the act comes springing out of.
Nothing is becoming being out of nothing vibrating the string.
Making tight the cord that binds us to simulated life.
It always elevates to a rarefied condition excising soul breath.
Out of mind theories pretense embodies that whole universe.
Where love is only a plea bargain sort of excuse.
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121022B -----------
Feeling as on edge restless as that cat on a hot tin roof being left out of the cool.
The cool was exorcised and the places it hid out all closed tight.
Some jealous musician blew the note bringing it all down.
Now the only true tones that ever get played are arguments about money.
Trumpet sounded Jericho fresh paint walls heaved sighs made history.
Rubble that remains always knows what no one will say.
No one works that hard to put pieces together except students of history.
Progress is a jerk transports fast food between bank heist get aways.
Pure gold and platinum the mass market rage gets axe man paid.
Choppity chop chop everything getting chopped the way it comes down.
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141022A ------------
Sanity is not of this world but only the rising cost of margarine.
A creeping chaos spreads across a yellowed blossoming land.
Inventing printing presses preserved the silly things people commonly uttered.
Repetition being repeated avoidant of the blur that is common speech.
Ways they used to make first and last impressions on each other's thin skins.
Keep to the word that gets coined reward and retribution.
Language is a threat even if the level varies and very little being said.
Deep inked imprints illustrating parchment whimsy to pixel point moments.
Illustrated manuscript catalogues mental aberrations studies of dark lore.
Contemporary street scenes in diluted deluded context pin pricks to a new virginity.
The new sacre bleu inks in portable gods all lacking cathedrals.
Betty Boop and Wilbur make ex-cathedra statements next to a hot apocalypse.
Those who “get it” feeling compelled to say no more than “so what”.
The Sun may shine or may not for specimens kept behind glass.
They fade gradually embrittled by light and a tense atmosphere.
The old days gone down to the last gold watch given to lifelong prisoners.
No parole officers available to supervise early release into emptied.
Only sting and kick onto blackened streets dragging long chains.
The length of a chain becoming the measure first and last links.
Always ends as it began gathering living and dead networks of ghosts.
Anchors all torn away connecting broken crowns made no one and nothing.
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171022A -----------
Parts that are missing make for a stripped stem without any flowers.
If only we could be everything completely sufficient in solitude.
What we miss out on we must never mention to avoid typical argument.
It only seeks to stuff the hollows and spaces in the most cruel ways.
It is not what we think that really matters amid the scold of dictates.
A problem of wanting what we cannot have among ordinary things.
Knowing too many others proven so much luckier never paying heavy tolls.
Would be quite different if we had reached so far and wide as sky high.
Blame that comes for trying to materialize imagined from thin air.
A part of the mind being forever there in never free to know.
The other part of it all kept busied toiling at consumption of time.
There is not but torn by perpetual distraction knows no bounds.
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It continually slips away through butter fingers no way to hold on to short lengths made of disquieted and discontented threads of severing off those same dead patterns.
The sort of emptied breach no one steps into haunted by a continuum flood carries what we do not want any more of away into the drowning pools hiding the deep of feelings.
Nothing from above except rains from skies screams looking down at not much more than mud on shoes and all the scraping by comes with its loneliness.
The circus of run away where we try to blend in attempted disappearances into crowds of clowns contorted twists tied balloons that convey thoughts above our heads.
We could become villains to comic book heroes finding all the other parts were already filled but we walk away looking for simpler bits in some other's lesser game.
No one we could like to really wants to come out and play so we put our faces away along with the costumes hanging in our closets to maybe another day.
We never meant it to become that way but command was too cruel and control was too tight until we popped the way a cork pops out of a tight glass gun.
Hopeful of not much more than fantasies lived through before a final expiration code hidden somewhere in or on our packages rather than thrown out again before our time.