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240622A -----------
The light glimmer heated gaze of leaf tethered wing flutters so many desires nag parched tongue harbingers of inner sediments thirsting but all held back.
Dried up ponds hungering clay cracked shells agape with crazed openness forever in wanting pounding of rivers from cruel sky blue talk of rain.
Want for visionary glints in eyes rather than drab despairing looks to be caught up into conjurer spells the glassy walled hollow ice caves.
Perpetual patterned traverse of veins branched out traffic streamers cold billow stretched feigned purpose rushes out past nagging feelings gone over loose ends.
Leaf rustle paper crunch guesses wrapped up twiggy birds nest thoughts tumbling into a carry all down gurgle streams along the once was.
Bone rattles dried snake skin trails shed of lives wrinkled thin layer amid rust stains the flaked stone ashen gathered up dusty clouds.
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240622B -----------
I don't read minds so I don't know what anyone thinks.
Sometimes I hear what they say but doubt it is true.
Listening politely is a soft skill everyone should learn.
Being attentive to a crowd that has nothing to say.
I once dreamt there were better ways to spend time.
That was wrong but then again I was only dreaming.
We can dream is what makes us unhappy about not being able to do.
The real difference between friends and enemies is whom you believe.
I don't know anymore where strangers go to meet someone.
They have been told to tell everyone they are happier alone.
We are told we must leave them alone with their happiness.
The people come and go and there is a speaker today talking of Michelangelo.
The rhythms of life have been changed to approximate incarceration.
You keep trying to escape the same conditions that others work in.
Knowing no one but a work group sharing mutual paranoia.
It has become impolite to interrupt anyone even if they are silent.
We are conditioned to mind our own business profits and losses.
We keep to ourselves trying to find new ways to push our own buttons.
We can have it only if we can give it to ourselves.
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240622C ------------
If we were there I would be sitting alone avoiding those whom I do not want to know and those who get in the way.
I would never expect that you would join them or that the sea would part letting us through to the same side.
All regions of the map already being occupied by territorial forces spilling themselves across your fragile domain.
They are the big guns that shoot everything down making deep impressions that take always take you as their willing hostage.
I was always guilty of conducting reconnaissance into foreign places but we never got any further than exchanging parting shots.
I could never comply with the rules of engagement escalating the conflict to the level of black limousines and hints of sparkle.
So I never really knew what became of you as to your being taken away from all my defeat along the many battle lines.
I assume you are a prisoner with no remaining desires as to being set free and I am not the one to whet your appetites.
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290622A ------------
Wherever we go there we are in the same dilemma wishing for intrusions that never happen and wishing away the many that do.
Gradual break downs into cherished illusions being something vague referencing freedoms but knowing we would be living differently if only we could.
We lie regularly about being happy grateful and tolerant to most everything wrecks all our plans while told none of it is really meant for us.
History accumulates collected stories about those who did because they could and it felt right to the lucky ones lived in past times.
We inherit walls to cover with graffiti evocative of sky father claims at content expressing as if freedom can't burst a bubble with a worn down idea.
I stand apart for not wanting being compartmentalized uptight categorized concerning common styles attitudes and body parts unpleasantly shoved together.
A made up collection compiled by whomever judged and labelled various pieces bashed into all same shaped arrangements according to an enforced nausea.
I am not that type and don't go there but then again it is true don't go anywhere anymore not really knowing where to go or why it would make any difference.
Refusing to be mounted someone's trophy case never know who shot down in big white hunter games at urban safari kicks around shrunken heads.
No point to meetings simply to pass time while in waiting at die off same any extinct species lost environments made unable to become something one is not.
Never a familiar face and we don't talk that way to strangers knowing crazy people now the only ones starting at something we cannot continue.
What will we do to satisfy ourselves perpetually rearranged bits of natures topped ignorance our ice cream chill brains doing melt aways.
The approach does not matter anymore among whatever else has become indefensible and there are more clues but all of them misleading to more grievous errors.
If I came to you it was only a mistake you were meant for something else I can't want or use any more than idled bits of conversations.
Thought it would be nice but that much revealed is already the end of it always a sure thing just because it would actually have been something nicer.
Once upon a time should have prepared us for it used to be but not anymore leaves unanswered all those questions lost their meanings.
It is too late to turn anything around by the time you get the facts so there it goes one chance forever never comes again and was someone else's.
Modern gods make guilty what ancient gods blessed so decide how much guilt you might want trying to select a lucky god for being nothing more than a deranged animal.
It is only more dirt you cannot clean up or scrub away from a too soiled fabric remains of reality as you once thought you might have known it.
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070722A ------------
It means nothing now but we talk about it anyway as if that makes it into something we wanted.
The losers and the losses took up the time that we don't have anymore and sometimes the remembering.
The real reasons are never reasons that were given arriving at a not ever in never type of misery space.
They tell us it is a game until we cash in our chips getting bumped off between rolling loaded bones.
Forever a stacked deck made up of identities offered its random picks but all you pull is the joker.
Only help ever found merely helped out to where we don't have any and know less than before.
Fewer and fewer it goes the way a fever burns up whatever was on your mind before the invasion.
Don't know how it is going but know when it is gone until anything seems left is not in any comfort zone.
It goes that way assaulting imagination to knock the ideas out in rapid succession.
A champion is someone from an alien world speaking a razor tongue cutting with each syllable.
They voided every contract but left you all the blame and the only love in it all is mourning your own loss.