Wow, Well I totally understand your position, Its just good to know your doing well and still have interest in the game.
Eventually things will fall into place and hopefully more personal time will be available for you.
I just went through a major shakeup in staff where I work. My job closed along with 2 others and 13 co-workers had hrs reduced from full time to 25hrs/wk. All is not so bad though ( 1yrs pay, priority placement, all the free training I can absorb ).
I've been meaning to blog something . Gives us something to think about when planing the next oke design.