"There are many things that we would throw away if we were not afraid
that others might pick them up."- Oscar Wilde
AMA is the ADVANCED MATERNAL AGE . Not careful, professional DISSERS
( insecure + up tide), unlucky, ugly, bad listener and snobby women
were blessed (if they have at all) to have first pregnancy in this
dangerous for their kids part of their reproductive life. I have to
admit that I am so sad that many Ottawa educated girls in the area
around "thirty" ( my favorite number) is in the big danger to be AMA
MOMMA if she become MOMMA at all.
Sorry for being totally out of regular Canadian POP CULTURE "WAY OF
THOUGHT" but I really started to look on life differently since my
mother died and I am much more aware that all we are not forever.
Less is forever the beauty and reproductive capability of women
although they carefully choose to cheat us and themselves by suffering
during their depilatory visits "to look younger" or by sharpening
their ass in one of the gyms in Ottawa . YOU ARE really
unachievable...
Let me open your thirty years old eyes before you fell from the fake
altitude built by your social engineers, marketers and soap operas who
persuaded you that your job, diplomas on the wall and work benefits
you have is everything you need and that you don't need anything
besides that...Moreover they advice you that frustration is the way to
live.
The guys ...well they can come or not ... money can buy you
everything... !? Uphold yourself ... you have your paycheck, car and
house ... keep your nose up to the sky...you will be able to "labor"
monster when you are 64 or pay Indian women 5000C$ to carry child for
you (recent article in McLean's) ...
UNFORTUNATELLY YOU WILL ALWAYS MISS THE HONESTY AROUND YOURSELF. That
small touch of interpersonal relation which doesn't cost too much and
that is just only personal change of attitude. "Honesty to the bone"
and honest relation with you will be killed in start by nobody else
then YOU- yourself... simply you never expected in your life that
someone could be honest. You should put everyone in LABYRINT of mind
games and tricks before you give yourself in. BUT IF YOU START WITH
GAMES, UNFORTUNATELLY YOU WIILL CONTINUE AND EVEN FINISH WITH THE SAME
ATTITUDE. Why to bother with you?
Since soon after you turn your 36 and you will become officially
SINGLE AMA's you will be also equivalent of two 18 years old and that
is the mathematical formula that you are not aware yet. Guys will
start to ask themselves! What is better? One of 36 (AMA) or two of 18
(fresh and reproductive)?:
At the time of 36 chances that you will find stable relation are
scarce or inexistent. Here I am not talking about your future
occasional cougar adventures when you and your three girlfriends bring
five 26 years old to the party !
What can you do practice jealousy! This is the way you will heal your
inner self. Guys you dated and were dissed with your FAKE conformity
because dissing is just normal thing and is expected should be alone
like you... Try to destroy any relation around YOU... You unhappy ...
everybody should be unhappy!
However there is still chance for you ( last one though)!... DON"T
DISS GUY WHO HONESTLY APPROACHES YOU...AND GIVE EQUAL CHANCE TO
EVERYBODY! If you are around thirty you still have the chance to do
something with yourself! Change the attitude and GET A LIFE!