I understand what you are saying, if you have a chance you may be interested in reading about quantum mechanics, I was amazed at how
similar the teachings of QM were to the teaching of old masters and chi energy. Specificly the transfer of energy through all living things.
Quantum mechanics is a complex subject, but one guy who writes/explains it in simple terms is Fred Alan Wolf - Taking the Quantum Leap.
I found it to be a good compliment to my internal arts training. Explained a lot about positive energy and negitive energy, and why OYD will
never be successful with the mind set and intent they project.
Einstein, Planck Bohm and Bohr some of the greatest Scientific minds all confirm, a lot of what the old masters have been teaching about
oneness, energy, and intentions. Flow of energy, electrons, photons.
Anyway I found it pretty interesting.
Not an easy read, but well worth the effort.