Well for 18 years i've lived as normal as a life as I could. As far as doctors advice, no I did not follow their advice. I was placed on meds in 1996 or 97 I forget, I was on them for all of maybe 1 and a half weeks and against docs orders i stopped...those meds would have taken my life if i had listened to the docs when they told me my body needs to get used to them....I have lost alot, but I also have gained alot throughout these 18 years. The re-test I am about to do will be the game changer. As far as my feelings, i'm not sure how I will feel after the re-test. I mean the test will only confirm for me what I suspected all along after experiencing a few negative results after my initial positive...so the re-test will only put a seal on what I already feel about myself inside.....but hiv has been a long and important part of my life for 18 years...the re-test will force me to let that go and close that chapter, which will bring forth feelings i'm not sure i'm ready to deal with yet....this is why i posted the question.
On Wednesday, February 20, 2013 10:07:27 PM UTC-5, Edward Lieb wrote:
I am curious too. Curious as to what you've done about your diagnosis for 18 years? Did you follow your doctor's advice? And what was that?
It just goes to show you that everything about the official story of HIV/AIDS does not hold water.
On Wednesday, February 20, 2013 7:47:38 AM UTC-7, Tamika wrote:
Hello you guys, I am curious about re-testing and I wanted to get feedback from anyone out there. Out of the people who have re-tested,and have come to find out there were indeed HIV negative, how do you handle going from positive to negative on a test result...I am having so much mixed feelings about that, especially after being "positive" for the past 18 years...its difficult to have a chance to give that part of myself up...it would mean alot it would mean so much and just curious how have the people dealt with that after re-testing. Thanks