As a Child of God one of the channels through which God speak to me is
through his words. It is therefore my priority and responsibility to
study His words. Studying the word of God is not merely reading it,
but it is paying close attention to what is being read. I must then
enter into reading His words with an open mind, ready to learn, not as
a teacher but as a student. I normally approach the studying of a
passage thinking of the what, when, where and how and carefully
observing the relevance of the material. At times in order for me to
grasp or understand what God is really saying to me, I read the
passage or verse several times? As stated by the text “sheer
repetition without even understanding what is being repeated does
affect the inner mind.” Before I begin my study I would pray for God
to increase my understanding and allow his Holy Spirit to bring
clarity to His words. After understanding what is been read, I will
begin to evaluate my life according to the word of God. It is then
that I begin to see myself through the eyes of God and see things
from Gods perspective starting to apply what i’ve studied to my life
to live a more Godly life.
As a teenager growing up, my dream was always to be an accountant.
With that in mind, during my last two years in high school give the
opportunity to a specific or specialized area of study I choose
Business. This allows me to focus on the subjects I needed to pursue
my career in accounting. As a child of God, a leader, a worker in the
vineyard and a soldier my area of study should be what I need to
prepare or equip me for such task. My goal is to know him, to know
His will to be like Him. Therefore I need to study His manual, his
guidelines, His basis instruction before leaving Earth, as Paul in 2nd
Timothy 2: 15 states “Study to show yourself approved to God, a
workman that needs not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of
truth. What I study is what I think, what I think is what I live and
what I live is what am. If I study the word I will live the think the
word, live it and be the word. David said “Thy word is a lamp unto my
feet and a light unto my path.” It is the word that God uses to
direct and instructs me on what to do and how to live. As a leader I
cannot and should not do anything without being guided and instructed
by God. Therefore studying the word of God is of high importance to
my daily living.
One Sunday morning Late November, at about 5:30 one Sunday morning I
dreamed I was travelling up a hill and I saw a pastor who has been my
prayer partner at the bottom of the hill. He asked me if I got a word
from God and I told him no. He replied I got a word for you.” He told
me to read Psalm 34 and psalm 137 and as I continued up the hill he
followed me. .
Before going to bed that Saturday night I was talking to my friend and
I told her I was battling with a decision I had to make pertaining to
my ministry in my local church. I knew deep in my heart the direction
God wanted me to take but was not willing to suffer persecution and
all the suffering that comes with it. My phone rang that morning and
it was my friend on the other line she did not say a word but started
praying, when she was done praying she hanged up. I got out of bed,
took my bible and carefully studied the two passages. The word of God
began to minister to me, I could hear His still voice reminding me the
commitment I made and that his angel encamps around all those who
feared Him and delivers them. He further told me in Psalm 137 that
even though I consider myself to be in a strange land (difficult
times) I should not hang my harp up but should continue to praise
Him. The entire psalm ministered to me. When I went to church that
same day it was confirmed by the guest speaker who prayed for me and
told me the Lord said He heard my prayers and that He has my back. I
truly felt God speaking to me through His words and will continue to
study his words and serve him until He comes to say, “Well done good
and faithful servant, thou have been faithful over few things, I will
make you ruler over many things…..” to God be the Glory. God bless you
all.