The start of their formal Dom/sub relationship is rocky, but they soon fall into a mutually satisfying, highly sexual routine. They play vanilla boyfriend and girlfriend in public, while Jeremy uses Nell as his kinky comfort object behind the scenes. Then a stalker threatens their secret lifestyle, and their contract may not be strong enough to hold them together.
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Too bad, I thought. He wanted sex, and Lord in heaven knew I wanted to give this man sex. All women should have given this man sex, and probably did. Any woman walking the planet would have given it up for this piece of maleness, so why this rigmarole, why come to a club and try to buy it? Why? Because he wanted kinky sex. Sigh. I wanted kinky sex too. It had been far too long.
To Joel, I hoped it sounded like I was just telling Gorgeous the rules. But I pointedly added the here. I hoped Gorgeous heard it. I think he did, because he glanced at Joel, then walked over to the wall of whips, paddles, and floggers impatiently.
It occurred to me that bulging, golden muscles instead of the typical flabby limbs came at a price. Particularly when those muscles wielded an instrument that already imparted a hearty sting. He rained blows on my ass like a jackhammer, with no moderate warm-up strokes and no pauses to adjust to the pain. I danced from foot to foot and bit my lip hard as the deep, stinging pain suffused my cheeks.
I hesitated. What were the rules here? I was whoring myself, which was a first. I accepted money for sex every night at Club Eden, but that was only mental sex, psychological fucking, spanking and toys and silly scenes, prostitution within the confines of the law. This man wanted actual prostitution, to penetrate me for money. More than once, I assumed.
I cupped his balls and tried to coax him deeper into my throat. He made a guttural noise and placed his hands on either side of my head, just light pressure. When I moaned, he tightened his hold and started to fuck my face. I faltered for a moment, terrified that I might gag, but he slowed and let me find a rhythm. I settled into accommodating his deep thrusts, and soon I managed to wrench some erotic groans from him. He stopped abruptly.
I did. The hungry way he was looking at me really turned me on. He might not be a dom, but he was sexy. He put his hand between my legs, probing me roughly, and again the submissive inside me exulted. My mouth opened in a moan, and I let his fingers penetrate me as deeply as he wished. I was so wet, my pussy squelched against his fingers.
The title characters are a brother and sister in their late twenties who share a flat and a tendency to sabotage romantic relationships. Both are matter-of-factly queer and biracial (Māori/Russian). The novel flips back and forth between their present-tense first-person narration with each short chapter. It takes quite a while to pick up on who is who in the extended Vladisavljevic clan and their New Zealand university milieu (their father is a science professor and Greta an English department PhD and tutor), so I was glad of the character list at the start.
I got to see the band live five times pre-pandemic, even after husband-and-wife-duo Ben Please and Beth Porter moved nearly 400 miles away to Wigtown, the Book Town of Scotland. During the first six months of Covid-19 lockdown, the livestream concerts from their attic were weekly treats to look forward to. They also interviewed authors for a breakfast chat show as part of the Wigtown Book Festival, which went online that year.
Piglet by Lottie Hazell: The protagonist works for a cookbook publisher, loves to cook, and has a history of overeating during psychological distress. When her fianc blindsides her with a confession 13 days before their wedding, she returns to binge eating, dress fittings be damned. Food is also a sign of her education and class pretensions. Uncomfortable themes, but I kept reading in fascinated horror because Hazell writes absolutely incredible scenes. This is also about what women are allowed to want, and how they are expected to settle.
Alphabetical Diaries by Sheila Heti: Heti put 10 years of diary contents into a spreadsheet, alphabetizing each sentence, and then ruthlessly culled the results. The recurring topics are familiar from the rest of her oeuvre: obsessive cogitating about relationships, art and identity, but also the practicalities of trying to make a living as a woman in a creative profession. Heti transcends the quotidian by exploding chronology. Remarkably, the collage approach produces a genuine, crystalline vision of the self. A sui generis work of life writing.
The subjects come from Iceland, Peru, the Isle of Man; they are undecided, living with illness or disability, longing but unpartnered, or utterly convinced that motherhood is not for them. Their reasons are logical, psychological, personal and/or environmental, and so many of their conclusions rang true for me:
Thanks to Eleanor (here and here) and Laura (and image below) for posting about their recent library reads! I loved seeing Marina Sofia feature beautiful public library designs in one of her Friday Fun posts. Tom Beer, the Kirkus Reviews editor-in-chief, wrote about the love of books starting with libraries. And Sarah Turley shared this New York Times article (no paywall for the next few weeks) about the history of Black librarians during the Harlem Renaissance, including Nella Larsen.
For the third year in a row, I was a first-round judge for the McKitterick Prize (for a first novel, published or unpublished, by a writer over 40), helping to assess the unpublished manuscripts. The McKitterick Prize is in memory of Tom McKitterick and sponsored by the Hawthornden Foundation. Thus far an unpublished manuscript has not advanced to the shortlist, but maybe one year it will!
The winner and runner-up were announced in advance of the SoA Awards ceremony in London yesterday evening. As in other years, I watched the livestream, which this year included captivating speeches by the Very Revd Dr Mark Oakley, Dean of Southwark Cathedral (where the ceremony took place) and Kate Mosse. And what a thrill it was to see and hear my name on the livestream!
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The modern humorous ghost satirizes everythingfrom the old-fashioned specter (he's veryfond of taking pot-shots at him) to the latestpsychic manifestations. He laughs at ghoststhat aren't experts in efficiency haunting, and hehas a lot of fun out of mortals for being scared ofspecters. He loves to shake the lugubrious terrorsof the past before you, exposing their hollowfutility, and he contrives to create new fears foryou magically while you are laughing at him.
When Mr. Hiram B. Otis, the American Minister,bought Canterville Chase, everyone told himhe was doing a very foolish thing, as there was nodoubt at all that the place was haunted. Indeed,Lord Canterville himself, who was a man of themost punctilious honor, had felt it his duty tomention the fact to Mr. Otis when they came todiscuss terms.
As Canterville Chase is seven miles from Ascot,the nearest railway station, Mr. Otis had telegraphedfor a wagonette to meet them, and theystarted on their drive in high spirits. It was alovely July evening, and the air was delicate withthe scent of the pinewoods. Now and then theyheard a wood-pigeon brooding over its own sweetvoice, or saw, deep in the rustling fern, the burnishedbreast of the pheasant. Little squirrelspeered at them from the beech-trees as they wentby, and the rabbits scudded away through thebrushwood and over the mossy knolls, with theirwhite tails in the air. As they entered the avenueof Canterville Chase, however, the sky becamesuddenly overcast with clouds, a curious stillnessseemed to hold the atmosphere, a great flight ofrooks passed silently over their heads, and, beforethey reached the house, some big drops of rain hadfallen.
The day had been warm and sunny; and, in thecool of the evening, the whole family went out todrive. They did not return home till nine o'clock,when they had a light supper. The conversationin no way turned upon ghosts, so there were noteven those primary conditions of receptive expectationswhich so often precede the presentation ofpsychical phenomena. The subjects discussed, asI have since learned from Mr. Otis, were merelysuch as form the ordinary conversation of culturedAmericans of the better class, such as the immensesuperiority of Miss Fanny Devonport over SarahBernhardt as an actress; the difficulty of obtaininggreen corn, buckwheat cakes, and hominy, even inthe best English houses; the importance of Bostonin the development of the world-soul; the advantagesof the baggage-check system in railway traveling;and the sweetness of the New York accentas compared to the London drawl. No mentionat all was made of the supernatural, nor was SirSimon de Canterville alluded to in any way. Ateleven o'clock the family retired, and by half-pastall the lights were out. Some time after, Mr. Otiswas awakened by a curious noise in the corridor,outside his room. It sounded like the clank ofmetal, and seemed to be coming nearer everymoment. He got up at once, struck a match, andlooked at the time. It was exactly one o'clock.He was quite calm, and felt his pulse, which wasnot at all feverish. The strange noise still continued,and with it he heard distinctly the sound[11]of footsteps. He put on his slippers, took a smalloblong phial out of his dressing-case, and openedthe door. Right in front of him he saw, in the wanmoonlight, an old man of terrible aspect. His eyeswere as red burning coals; long gray hair fell overhis shoulders in matted coils; his garments, whichwere of antique cut, were soiled and ragged, andfrom his wrists and ankles hung heavy manaclesand rusty gyves.
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