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Karthiga Purushothaman
Jun 7, 2011, 12:40:45 PM6/7/11
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Greetings to Nila Family,
Nila, i place this question especially in front of you.
As you belive even i believe in UNIVERSE. even though my mind says
there is a reason behind every thing happen in universe, my heart is
not ready to accept that..(i am trying to synchronise my heart with
mind, but i fail in all attempt)
I am always unlucky in this UNIVERSE.
need to know WHYYYYYYYY????
-Barathi (Vs) Karthiga
Nila, i place this question especially in front of you.
As you belive even i believe in UNIVERSE. even though my mind says
there is a reason behind every thing happen in universe, my heart is
not ready to accept that..(i am trying to synchronise my heart with
mind, but i fail in all attempt)
I am always unlucky in this UNIVERSE.
need to know WHYYYYYYYY????
-Barathi (Vs) Karthiga
nila team
Jun 7, 2011, 3:39:33 PM6/7/11
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KArthiga,
Welcome... Thanks for the question. Good one
I used to feel exactly like you and I can understand how you feel.
Is it ok to respond to this in MT next week?
LLJ,
Nila
Entertaining, Enlightening, Ecstatic, Entire...
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http://www.nilashop.com
Karthiga Purushothaman
Jun 8, 2011, 1:44:01 PM6/8/11
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I will feel better if you reply in MT, as everybody will get benefited
out of that.
Thanks Nila.
out of that.
Thanks Nila.
Yasha
Jun 9, 2011, 6:15:42 AM6/9/11
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Even I've a question. I try and do many things. But still I could feel
some sort of emptiness. I'm trying to find out reason for emptiness.
But I couldnt find out either the reason for emptiness or the way to
fill the emptiness. Can you tell me why is it happening like this?
On Jun 8, 10:44 pm, Karthiga Purushothaman <p.karthig...@gmail.com>
wrote:
some sort of emptiness. I'm trying to find out reason for emptiness.
But I couldnt find out either the reason for emptiness or the way to
fill the emptiness. Can you tell me why is it happening like this?
On Jun 8, 10:44 pm, Karthiga Purushothaman <p.karthig...@gmail.com>
wrote:
nila team
Jun 9, 2011, 5:34:57 PM6/9/11
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Karthiga,
I changed my mind. I am going to help you find answers so that you can treasure them... Just go within and keep answering my questions... absolutely there is no right or wrong here. What you find is important
// I am always unlucky in this UNIVERSE.
> > need to know WHYYYYYYYY????//
> > need to know WHYYYYYYYY????//
Is it a fact or a belief?
Who is stating this? Heart? Mind? Inner Light?
Why do you need to know why?
//i am trying to synchronise my heart with
mind, but i fail in all attempt//
mind, but i fail in all attempt//
How?
Nila
nila team
Jun 9, 2011, 5:40:17 PM6/9/11
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Yasha,
//Can you tell me why is it happening like this?//
Why do you need to know why? :-) (wow, This time I did not even have to think about questions... Question paper out ayiduccu....)
//But I couldnt find out either the reason for emptiness or the way to
fill the emptiness.//
fill the emptiness.//
Why do you need to fill it?
These questions are not sarcastic... please keep responding to these questions to find answers...
LLJ,
Nila
Yasha
Jun 10, 2011, 4:28:07 AM6/10/11
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Nila,
I agree with you. Instead of you providing the answer if you make me
to find the answer it will be of more helpful. The emptiness disturbs
me a lot. That's the reason I would like to know why its happening.
When I think about this emptiness somehow I get an instinct that
filling the emptiness would lead to know myself better. This is an
instinct and i'm not sure if that's right.
Yashashvini. S
I agree with you. Instead of you providing the answer if you make me
to find the answer it will be of more helpful. The emptiness disturbs
me a lot. That's the reason I would like to know why its happening.
When I think about this emptiness somehow I get an instinct that
filling the emptiness would lead to know myself better. This is an
instinct and i'm not sure if that's right.
Yashashvini. S
nila team
Jun 10, 2011, 5:44:23 AM6/10/11
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excellent, Yash... as I said, there is no right or wrong here. Listening to your inner self is a huge step forward
What will you do if you know why it is happening?
If you can give a shape/form/colour - how would this emptiness look?
Yashashvini Shiva Subramaniam
Jun 10, 2011, 7:07:46 AM6/10/11
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Nila,
If I know why is it happening i'll try and find the way to clear the emptiness. About your question regarding shape and color, till now I've not thought in that way. But when I tried to give a shape/form/colour I'm unable to give a specific shape for the emptiness. Its looking like a puzzle where I could see lots of light and also I could feel some sort of challenge its throwing towards me. I can't understand where its leading to?--
Thanks & Regards,
Yashashvini. S
If I know why is it happening i'll try and find the way to clear the emptiness. About your question regarding shape and color, till now I've not thought in that way. But when I tried to give a shape/form/colour I'm unable to give a specific shape for the emptiness. Its looking like a puzzle where I could see lots of light and also I could feel some sort of challenge its throwing towards me. I can't understand where its leading to?
Thanks & Regards,
Yashashvini. S
Sugu
Jun 10, 2011, 9:21:16 AM6/10/11
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Wow! nilla ! The Questions helped me a lot,Just ask urself,What do u
want,Simple Questions,makes our(empty place) mind clear.
Keep going I am also join with u guys.
> Entertaining, Enlightening, Ecstatic, Entire...http://www.nilacharal.comhttp://www.nilashop.com- Hide quoted text -
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> - Show quoted text -
want,Simple Questions,makes our(empty place) mind clear.
Keep going I am also join with u guys.
>
> - Show quoted text -
Sugu
Jun 10, 2011, 9:37:00 AM6/10/11
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Wow nilla good to go,What do u want now(asking to ourself)?,Simple
Question makes our mind clear(that too empty mind)
Yash I am also having that emptiness many times,this is helping a lot
rt
I am always flt ---------------- in my mind.
need to know WHYYY????
On Jun 10, 4:07 am, Yashashvini Shiva Subramaniam
Question makes our mind clear(that too empty mind)
Yash I am also having that emptiness many times,this is helping a lot
rt
I am always flt ---------------- in my mind.
need to know WHYYY????
Is it a fact or a belief?
Who is stating this? Heart? Mind? Inner Light?
Who is stating this? Heart? Mind? Inner Light?
Why do you need to know why?
Why do you need to fill it?
What will you do if you know why it is happening?
If you can give a shape/form/colour - how would this emptiness look?
Keep going nilla,.I am also join with u guys.
If you can give a shape/form/colour - how would this emptiness look?
On Jun 10, 4:07 am, Yashashvini Shiva Subramaniam
<yasha.sh...@gmail.com> wrote:
> Nila,
>
> If I know why is it happening i'll try and find the way to clear the
> emptiness. About your question regarding shape and color, till now I've not
> thought in that way. But when I tried to give a shape/form/colour I'm unable
> to give a specific shape for the emptiness. Its looking like a puzzle where
> I could see lots of light and also I could feel some sort of challenge its
> throwing towards me. I can't understand where its leading to?
>
>
>
>
>
> On Fri, Jun 10, 2011 at 3:14 PM, nila team <nilat...@gmail.com> wrote:
> > excellent, Yash... as I said, there is no right or wrong here. Listening
> > to your inner self is a huge step forward
>
> > What will you do if you know why it is happening?
> > If you can give a shape/form/colour - how would this emptiness look?
>
> Nila,
>
> If I know why is it happening i'll try and find the way to clear the
> emptiness. About your question regarding shape and color, till now I've not
> thought in that way. But when I tried to give a shape/form/colour I'm unable
> to give a specific shape for the emptiness. Its looking like a puzzle where
> I could see lots of light and also I could feel some sort of challenge its
> throwing towards me. I can't understand where its leading to?
>
>
>
>
>
> On Fri, Jun 10, 2011 at 3:14 PM, nila team <nilat...@gmail.com> wrote:
> > excellent, Yash... as I said, there is no right or wrong here. Listening
> > to your inner self is a huge step forward
>
> > What will you do if you know why it is happening?
> > If you can give a shape/form/colour - how would this emptiness look?
>
> > Entertaining, Enlightening, Ecstatic, Entire...
>
> >http://www.nilacharal.com
> >http://www.nilashop.com
>
> --
> Thanks & Regards,
> Yashashvini. S
>
>
> >http://www.nilacharal.com
> >http://www.nilashop.com
>
> --
> Thanks & Regards,
> Yashashvini. S
>
nila team
Jun 10, 2011, 4:18:08 PM6/10/11
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Yash,
Before going thro' the mail, I want you to rate the intensity of your emptiness on a scale of 1-10 (10 is the max)
Then answer these questions:
//If I know why is it happening i'll try and find the way to clear the emptiness//
So basically you want to know how to clear emptiness, right? Where is your focus? In knowing the reason or clearing the emptiness?
//Its looking like a puzzle where I could see lots of light and also I could feel some sort of challenge its throwing towards me.//
Excellent... what is stopping you in playing this game? (ie solving this puzzle?) Why can't this puzzle (your emptiness) be a fun to you?
//I can't understand where its leading to?//
Why should you know? what if it is ok not to know everything?
*** Rate the intensity of your emptiness. Is there any change now? (There need not be a change)
Keep going... you are making good progress
Nila
Yashashvini Shiva Subramaniam
Jun 11, 2011, 5:20:59 AM6/11/11
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Nila,
:-) I would like to thank you for the guidance you are providing.
I could rate the intensity of my emptiness as 8.
=> My focus is more towards clearing the emptiness. The reason behind that is when I think abt the emptiness, I get the feel that I've to do something. So I would like to know what I've to do? Again this is also my instinct.
=> I'm interested in puzzle. But I couldn't understand what kind of puzzle is this. I really would like play this puzzle and have fun. But I don't know where to start & how to play.
=> I should know everything is not what I think. But this kind of emptiness is disturbing me for a long period (nearly 5 yrs). I couldn't ignore this emptiness. Bcos sometimes I could feel the urge for emptiness gets increased and it disturbs me a lot.
=> There is no change :( . But I'm able to feel some sort of hope (as you said before that I will be able to find the answers by myself) which I think is happening bcos of ur questions :-) .
:-) I would like to thank you for the guidance you are providing.
I could rate the intensity of my emptiness as 8.
=> My focus is more towards clearing the emptiness. The reason behind that is when I think abt the emptiness, I get the feel that I've to do something. So I would like to know what I've to do? Again this is also my instinct.
=> I'm interested in puzzle. But I couldn't understand what kind of puzzle is this. I really would like play this puzzle and have fun. But I don't know where to start & how to play.
=> I should know everything is not what I think. But this kind of emptiness is disturbing me for a long period (nearly 5 yrs). I couldn't ignore this emptiness. Bcos sometimes I could feel the urge for emptiness gets increased and it disturbs me a lot.
=> There is no change :( . But I'm able to feel some sort of hope (as you said before that I will be able to find the answers by myself) which I think is happening bcos of ur questions :-) .
nila team
Jun 11, 2011, 6:27:39 AM6/11/11
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Yash,
What are the emotions you are feeling when you think about this emptinesss? Visualise that this puzzle is in front of you, look at it and write whatever you feel in a piece of paper
What is the most intense emotion? Anger/ fear/ guilt/ shame/.....
Btw, have you learnt the sugam process I keep writing about?
Keep going... But please keep in mind that there may not be a quick fix
Cheers!
Nila
Yashashvini Shiva Subramaniam
Jun 12, 2011, 4:08:47 AM6/12/11
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Nila,
=> When I think abt the emptiness I could feel the urge to know abt that.
=> I'm trying to bring the emotions (which I feel abt the emptiness) in words as you said. But still I'm unable to bring it in words properly. But I didn't give up. Still trying to work on it. [I started doing this as soon as I received ur mail :-) ]
=> The most intense emotion I could feel is irritation when the emptiness disturbs a lot. And sometimes anger.
=> I've read ur 'Sugamae sugam' article which u've written long time b4.
=> I dont think quick fix will give permanent solution. I think the immediate instant solutions might be a temporary one. But always permanent solutions will give permanent remedy which always take enough time and that too in my case I'm facing this for many long years. So I'm not in a hurry.
=> When I think abt the emptiness I could feel the urge to know abt that.
=> I'm trying to bring the emotions (which I feel abt the emptiness) in words as you said. But still I'm unable to bring it in words properly. But I didn't give up. Still trying to work on it. [I started doing this as soon as I received ur mail :-) ]
=> The most intense emotion I could feel is irritation when the emptiness disturbs a lot. And sometimes anger.
=> I've read ur 'Sugamae sugam' article which u've written long time b4.
=> I dont think quick fix will give permanent solution. I think the immediate instant solutions might be a temporary one. But always permanent solutions will give permanent remedy which always take enough time and that too in my case I'm facing this for many long years. So I'm not in a hurry.
nila team
Jun 12, 2011, 4:47:27 AM6/12/11
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ok...
Can you rate the intensity of the anger & irritation you feel?
There are many ways to proceed further. I must warn you that some times when releasing core issues from the subconscious, you may feel very disturbed consciously. It is a releasing process and does pass quickly if you are mindful of this fact.
Are you ready to proceed still?
Nila
Yashashvini Shiva Subramaniam
Jun 12, 2011, 9:04:04 AM6/12/11
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Nila,
I can rate the intensity of the anger & irritation together as 9.
Since I couldn't ignore this emptiness, somehow I feel like I should know/understand about this. I accept the fact and I'm ready to proceed furthur.
I can rate the intensity of the anger & irritation together as 9.
Since I couldn't ignore this emptiness, somehow I feel like I should know/understand about this. I accept the fact and I'm ready to proceed furthur.
nila team
Jun 14, 2011, 4:11:34 PM6/14/11
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Yash,
Past two days have been hectic with me.
I'll catch up on this soon
Nila
Yashashvini Shiva Subramaniam
Jun 15, 2011, 3:43:08 AM6/15/11
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No probs nila :-)
Karthiga Purushothaman
Jun 16, 2011, 1:17:16 PM6/16/11
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Sorry Nila, i was caught up with some work for a week. so couldnt even
open NEYAM URL. :(
// Is it a fact or a belief?
- Its a fact
// Who is stating this? Heart? Mind? Inner Light?
-My Inner light always states that i am i will be lucky, but the
result of that particular event will go completely out
// Why do you need to know why?
- really dono the amswer
accepts this but my heart is not ready.
Please help.
-Karthiga
open NEYAM URL. :(
// Is it a fact or a belief?
- Its a fact
// Who is stating this? Heart? Mind? Inner Light?
-My Inner light always states that i am i will be lucky, but the
result of that particular event will go completely out
// Why do you need to know why?
- really dono the amswer
//i am trying to synchronise my heart with
mind, but i fail in all attempt//
-I am trying to take the failures/negatives to my heart, my mind
mind, but i fail in all attempt//
accepts this but my heart is not ready.
Please help.
-Karthiga
nila team
Jun 17, 2011, 1:51:51 AM6/17/11
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Yash,
struggling to find time to respond still. It may be easier to talk. You have a mic attached to computer?
Yashashvini Shiva Subramaniam
Jun 17, 2011, 2:14:50 AM6/17/11
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Nila,
I do have mic. Pls let me know ur comfortable time.
I do have mic. Pls let me know ur comfortable time.
nila team
Jun 17, 2011, 2:40:28 AM6/17/11
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Let us do it this week end... I'll give you a shout when I am free... hope it is ok with you
cheers!
Yashashvini Shiva Subramaniam
Jun 17, 2011, 2:42:40 AM6/17/11
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Yah sure :-). Thank u.
nila team
Jun 18, 2011, 8:46:18 AM6/18/11
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well....
Had a facebook chat with Karthiga and voice chat with Yash... so file closed :-) of course until further quesions arise
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