I had just been pondering over writing this as
my next article when today I got a response from one of my
friends on facebook for my previous article. In writing a
response to him, I realized that this is exactly what I was
intending to write as my next post. This is the reason why it
comes in short succession to my previous post. I have decided
not to follow any sort of order for making my posts to this
group. Rather I would like them to follow a natural rhythm, not
dictated by mechanical time routines and frequencies. There may
be several posts a week or no posts for a month.
If this comes as an inconvenience for anyone of you, you may
either unsubscribe or save the posts in a particular folder to
read at a latter date. Actually I am smiling at myself when I am
writing this because I guess, this is what most of you would be
doing at any rate. I just want to get rid of all bounds while
writing to this group. I do not want to appear formal or
anything that I am not. You always have a choice to exit. And if
it makes this decision easier for you, let me add that I do not
come to know when you unsubscribe. I actually have to make a
manual search to find out whether anyone is still in the group
or has unsubscribed.
Friend : I don't think
ignorance should end. It is our reason to be. It
makes life exciting
Anurag : I already
stated in my last post (Rechristening
: NEEV Centre for Self Inquiry and
Integral Living) that Integral
Living is for those who would like
to see the end of ignorance. Can
ignorance end is a question that I
ask? Does this question interest you
(by you here, I mean any reader)? If
the question interests an individual
sufficiently to give one's life to
it, then whatever I write about
Integral Living makes sense for you.
In my post I actually very
consciously gave the answer to the
question whether conflict/ignorance
can end. Actually I was hesitant to
do so. As stated in the article, I
had to do so because I had to write
about the work of NEEV Centre for
Self Inquiry and Integral Living.
Self Inquiry does not begin with
an answer. Self Inquiry begins with
a question. So had I named the
Centre as Centre for Self Inquiry
only, I would not have given an
answer. But I added the words
Integral Living to say that there is
a different kind of life possible on
earth after self inquiry.
Integral Living actually begins
when self inquiry has gone very,
very deep. It is not the kind of
life that the earth has yet seen as
an average level of human
consciousness. A few individuals,
very, very rare.....spread across
time have come to Integral Living.
But as a society we are still in the
process of evolving.
You see there is a certain level
of consciousness one has to reach
before one starts putting this
question "Whether ignorance can
end?". And even after one has put
this question to oneself, the traps
are so many; deceptions at every
level and formidable challenges (you
may end up with no family, no job
and no money), that at some point
barring very, very few, rest give
up. Those who do not give up are
co-opted by religions, spiritual
gurus, philosophies, humanitarian
works or social movements.
You are right freind
! Ignorance does make life very
interesting. I already mentioned
that in my previous
post. We paint our lives with
blood and sweat. Strife gives
meaning to life. Were there no
strife and struggle our lives would
be boring and we would have to face
an inner void or emptiness. We fill
this void or emptiness with all the
colour of ignorance.
But at some point, a point which
no one knows when, the emptiness
hits profoundly. A powerful
emptiness that no matter what you
do, it stares at your face. You try
all your bag of tricks under the sun
but you simply cannot find interest
in the mechanical life of ignorance.
And then either you hit profound
existential depression or you start
the long road to self inquiry. So
you see, the question "Can
Ignorance/conflict end?" is not an
intellectual pass-time, an attempt
to spin an academic theory. When the
question hits you really, it comes
without a single choice. You are
doomed, literally doomed by the
question. Your head enters the
tiger's mouth. It is not something
in your volition. When you reach
this stage, you will in fact
periodically go through depression.
If one says that
ignorance/conflict should not end
and it makes life interesting then
this stage has not been reached by
the individual. In such a situation,
it is natural for a person to find
meaning and involvement in all that
society has to offer, which includes
the field of science you talk about.
No amount of science can end
existential meaninglessness or
sadness. Now this is not something I
am asserting. This is something
which you will discover or perhaps
not discover.
Until this stage is not reached,
it is only right that you should
explore your interest in science.
You see I have never discouraged you
from doing so. In fact I have said
that I too started my self inquiry
from science. S.....(another
friend of mine), whom you are
meeting here - believe me - was a
science geek, much, much more than I
am. We have not short circuited
science. We have taken scientific
inquiry to the hilt and discovered
its limitations. This does not mean
that you should accept whatever we
are saying. As you rightly said, you
should forge your own path. Don't
accept anyone including me.
But you know what, our brains
are marvelous instruments. Our
conscious mind is one thing. But we
also have a largely unconscious,
intuitive mind. If you are so
interested in science, why would you
bother going through these posts.
There is a part of your
consciousness that is still seeing
something here. Otherwise you would
not simply waste your time reading
and responding to all that is
happening here.
You see science is not wrong. It
is just limited. As S.....
has said, it functions within a
particular level of consciousness
which is mind-body. After all the
developments in science, we are
warring with each other, undergoing
depression and tremendous sorrow.
Science is just an explanation of
what and why. I can give you
explanations for sorrow and
suffering but no explanation can
cease man's sorrow and suffering. If
anything happens to your family, no
explanation of atoms or mathematical
calculations can take you beyond
suffering.
You may say that we are meant to
suffer. In that case there is no
need to inquire because you already
have the answer. When we are
totally, deeply, fundamentally
serious, one sees that it is not the
answer but the question that is
important. Not just an intellectual
curiosity but when your whole being
burns with the question, denying all
the answers provided by mind,
society and tradition then you shall
go past all the known.