Rejecting ME probably

[JSH]

Remember how distressed I felt years ago when realized the enormity of some of my discovery. And now over a decade later THAT thankfully is gone as didn't have to take any kind of official leadership stance with regard to modern math community, as that community refuses to officially acknowledge my discovery.

Reality have acknowledged is an influence which I think of as a responsibility, but like, I don't have to dress up in a suit and show up to listen to boring people drone on about various things.

That also left me alone to do solitary research which I prefer. But then you get very weird like the continuing quiet around MASSIVE discovery.

Which doesn't seem to keep people from using my research and yeah, long ago realized that hey as the math won't change, primary thing probably was just rejecting ME.

Which kind of bothers me somewhat. But also is one reason feel like was protected by NOT being a mathematician. So not upset by not being getting status within what I think of as a club of people who really want me out of it. Ok.

I don't want to hang out with mathematicians.

Still will admit with that explanation as the most explanatory one in my opinion, am surprised at how long it has gone on. Is still weird.

How has it been possible?

And consider, you have math students who can find superior techniques that blow away what I guess they're still taught, and even puzzle out the politics of it.

Mathematics as a community of people who can ignore discoveries to repudiate the person who made those discoveries? No matter how big?

WILD. But the human species is living it--now. 

Well just happens to be this modern reality, in my opinion.

Well I think that's the best explanation. The math will not change. People tend to use the best tools available.

Is just reality.

James Harris