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living life and loving it
was very excited. We talked twice. Once it was very quick. I was in
shock. so I didn't have much to say. so we made plans to talk after
isha. We talked again and it was a bit better. She seemed like a nice
person. She was very happy with our talk and we seems to be alike in
some ways. we made the same jokes about the husband and seem to have
the same views about alot of things. All and aqll it was good
The one thing I took away from our talk was peace of mind. Not total
peace but for some reason the next day I felt good on the inside. I
just kept remembering how happy she was and how we laughed together.
She sees me as her family. I like that. My husband told me the next
day that she was so Happy that i liked her. That was important to her.
He said I have been all she has talked about since we talked. She cant
wait to meet me and the kids and spend time with us.
I told him I was happy also something I don't know what but something
made me feel peaceful. I do not feel the hardness in my heart anymore.
I am not in love with the girl. But maybe i am on my way to healing.
Maybe I am on my way to accepting this and knowing that she is a part
of my life and she is no threat. On the other hand a part of me is sad
for the same reasons. I know and accept that she IS a part of our
lives and she is not going anywhere.
She is just a woman just like me. A woman that loves her husband and
wants to be happy.