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[–]SEGAspergers 441 points
I don't want to get into details about the leading up to because it was extremely traumatic, but I'll describe the experience from the point when I "died".
Have you ever been watching a tv show or movie and got so caught up into the story that you forgot that you were sitting there, watching it? And then a commercial comes on and you're snapped back to reality like "Oh yeah I was watching a show!". That's what dying felt like to me, at least initially, that my entire life was a silly show I was focused on and forgot that it was simply a distraction from what was REALLY happening.
It was the most frightening thing that has ever happened to me because it felt FAMILIAR. I was not religious, I was agnostic at best, but a better description of my beliefs would be "never fucking thought about it". Huge paradigm shift, I had something similar to PTSD from it afterwards, I didn't speak to anyone for probably a week trying to figure out what it was that I experienced and trying to make sense of it, and how I should view life now that I saw these things.
Here's the just of my experience:
I fell out of the 3rd dimension into...another dimension? It's hard to explain. I could still see the visage of my last images, and the people around me looking at me scared, freaking out. I could see everything from all angles and time. I saw an infinite amount of other views of the same experience with small differences, people looked a little bit different, objects looked a bit weirder. These were all arranged together like a moving fractal. Time was solid, I could look into my past and see random events that happened to me when I was a kid. Obscure stuff that I recognized, but never thought about again. My life experiences as I chose them, formed an object, to me it looked like a loaf of bread, but it wasn't actually a loaf of bread. It's hard to explain. There was a communication to me in my head when I wondered why my life looked like a loaf of bread that all realities are existing at the same time and that random objects in one, like a carton of milk in the grocery store, could be pieces of entities, or even experiences in another time or dimension. An experience that happens to you in the third dimension, could actually be a manifestation of a being in a higher dimension.
There were entities. In between the fractals of images of realities there were rainbow bands where realities kind of meshed, I focused on those and inbetween them were black areas where no realities existed, inbetween areas I guess. In these were entities that became of aware of me when I focused on their space. They seemed interested that I was there, I guess, more surprised in a completely uncaring way, like "Oh hey whats he doing here, that's kind of weird, whatever." I started to freak out and all the realities around me started to become altered by my fear. REALLY scary shit started appearing like evil demon faces that started biting me. The entities sort of nonchalantly told me that I will manifest whatever I'm feeling.
Eventually I decided that I wanted to go back into my reality. I tried to find the one that I fell out of when I died, but I wasn't exactly sure which one it was. I chose the one that I recognised a close friend of mine in and was looking at me sad. I went in and that's when I woke up. No transition. Just like I got close to the 2d image of my last viewpoint before dying and it wrapped around me and I was there alive again seeing the "inside the head" view that I last saw before dying. It took me about 5 mins to even understand if I was actually alive again, or if what I just experienced was the transition to the afterlife.
Sorry if this made no sense, I can answer questions if you have any. I know it sounds fucking bonkers but maybe it was just chemicals in my head that created all the visuals. I'm not sure. I still think about it everyday and I no longer have a fear of death because of it.
Worth plodding through for other ones. Another random one below to encourage exploration.
While reading them, think: is that is being experience the "true reality" or is it instead another sequence of experiences, a coherent narrative spontaneously arising with being "decoupled" from your present one. Is it "behind the dream" or is it... just more dream?
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I have come to see life here as part of an experiment, one in which we choose freely to participate, and death, a going home.
I enjoy reading and talking about all these ideas. Patrick Harpur is a good writer on many topics related to the soul, the other world, the daimon and mythology. In his book The Secret Tradition of the Soul he mentioned this book. Here is a draft copy that is available online about the experience of T.E. Lawrence. http://www.ignaciodarnaude.com/revelacion_extraterrestre/Lawrence%20of%20Arabia,Post%20mortem%20journal,by%20Jane%20Sherwood.pdf
Roslyn my thoughts on NDEs are very similar to yours. The most they can tell us about any afterlife is about the initial transition, the experience of which clearly is heavily interpreted/filtered by just having been human. I do wonder about how long after body death one "is still connected to the body" as you put it. The reason being as resuscitation medicine advances people will be revived after being 'dead' for longer and longer periods of time. Lowering body temperature has a big impact on this. I think the record is close to 50 minutes, maybe longer. Its not inconceivable that some day you may be able to keep someone dead but revivable for indefinite periods of time. I guess one can take a position that is similar to the materialist nde debunking one that if you are revived then by definition you were never dead and say that if you are revived the connection to your body and human perspective was never broken.
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I missed this in the comments before, but there's a site called Near Death Experience Research Foundation which also collects stories.
Maybe collective humanity is experiencing a NDE in this moment. Who knows?
On Sat, May 9, 2015 at 6:37 AM, George <account...@noseeyes.com> wrote:
I missed this in the comments before, but there's a site called Near Death Experience Research Foundation which also collects stories.
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Thats a interesting thought. Reality as we know it as a NDE of a complexity that we cant even imagine right now. But who's having that NDE then? And what is outside of that NDE? The "real" reality?
Extract from one of the NDE reports:
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A PART OF WHAT I UNDERSTOOD AND REMEMBER TODAY IS:
* We live in a "Plural Unity" or "Oneness." In other words, our reality is "Unity in Plurality and Plurality in Unity." -
* That I was everything and everything was me, without essential differences other than in temporal appearances.
* That there is no external god, but that god is in everything and everything in god just as life itself.
* That there is no god outside ourselves but is, rather, in everything and everything is a part of god, as is life itself.
* That god is everything and nothing at the same time.
* That everyone and everything or temporal phenomenon within this dimension is where it should be because it emanates from the blueprint of a shared dream (if we can call it that) that is repeated indefinitely until we understand what is essential or real.
* That everything is part of an essential game of life itself, and that to the degree that we live by true love--unconditional and universal--the closer we are to an understanding of what life truly is, which is true happiness and perfect wisdom.
* That everything is experience and that this life and the next are essentially the same because everything is god. Nothing is outside of god just as nothing is outside of life itself.
* Death is a metamorphosis of time. One more illusion from our mental concepts. Essentially, time does not exist, nor does space. They are illusions of our creative mind that plays a game of self-deception in the creation of events.
* That "I," includes "We," and are like a mirror where we perceive the reflection of our reality in its many facets and illusions.
* That the "creator" is eternally creating and one of the creations is the practice of conscious love. "One learns to paint by painting." That's why this "temporal human illusory creation" exists as though it were a matrix within another matrix and this, within another...multi-dimensionally until we wake up.
* I experienced something that can't be transmitted with words but that can be expressed as "The Essence of Life is its Total Nothingness. (Please understand "Nothingness" as something that has no intrinsic substance, but is rather constructed by a multitude of phenomena, which in turn are formed by other untold multitude of phenomena to the point of infinity). I understood that intangible, indescribable life is all that exists. There is no death (it's only a description to show the polarities in the world of phenomena)
* Consciously living by love is the essence of life itself and is made manifest or materializes in this plane of existence as a cohesive force to recreate itself in multiple forms as a game in which nothingness recreates itself in temporary, illusory events.
* The known universe is a fraction of infinite reality that by love has become finite pieces in our temporal "hands."
* I learned thousands of other things without end and it is difficult to express in words because words are insufficient, they can't describe what I experienced in this other state of consciousness that was much clearer than this one.
NDEs are on the whole pretty consistently idealist. I discovered Bernardo after about six months of intensive reading on the subject, and found his ideas fit NDEs better than anything else I had read. The only thing that one has to do a little interpretive dancing around with, is that many NDEs experience an entity they experience as God. To me this seems like a minor point.
A Parallel Life / Awoken By A Lamp
throw away account cause this is really personal.
My last semester at a certain college I was assulted by a football player for walking where he was trying to drive (note he was 325lbs I was 120lbs), while unconscious on the ground I lived a different life.
I met a wonderful young lady, she made my heart skip and my face red, I pursued her for months and dispatched a few jerk boyfriends before I finally won her over, after two years we got married and almost immediately she bore me a daughter.
I had a great job and my wife didn't have to work outside of the house, when my daughter was two she [my wife] bore me a son. My son was the joy of my life, I would walk into his room every morning before I left for work and doted on him and my daughter.
One day while sitting on the couch I noticed that the perspective of the lamp was odd, like inverted. It was still in 3D but... just.. wrong. (It was a square lamp base, red with gold trim on 4 legs and a white square shade). I was transfixed, I couldn't look away from it. I stayed up all night staring at it, the next morning I didn't go to work, something was just not right about that lamp.
I stopped eating, I left the couch only to use the bathroom at first, soon I stopped that too as I wasn't eating or drinking. I stared at the fucking lamp for 3 days before my wife got really worried, she had someone come and try to talk to me, by this time my cognizance was breaking up and my wife was freaking out. She took the kids to her mother's house just before I had my epiphany.... the lamp is not real.... the house is not real, my wife, my kids... none of that is real... the last 10 years of my life are not fucking real!
The lamp started to grow wider and deeper, it was still inverted dimensions, it took up my entire perspective and all I could see was red, I heard voices, screams, all kinds of weird noises and I became aware of pain.... a fucking shit ton of pain... the first words I said were "I'm missing teeth" and opened my eyes. I was laying on my back on the sidewalk surrounded by people that I didn't know, lots were freaking out, I was completely confused.
At some point a cop scooped me up, dragged/walked me across the sidewalk and grass and threw me face down in the back of a cop car, I was still confused.
I was taken to the hospital by the cop (seems he didn't want to wait for the ambulance to arrive) and give CT scans and shit..
I went through about 3 years of horrid depression, I was grieving the loss of my wife and children and dealing with the knowledge that they never existed, I was scared that I was going insane as I would cry myself to sleep hoping I would see her in my dreams. I never have, but sometimes I see my son, usually just a glimpse out of my peripheral vision, he is perpetually 5 years old and I can never hear what he says.
EDIT (24 hours after post): never though anyone would read this, I changed a line so that it no longer seems that my 2 year old daughter bore a child.
I have never seen Inception or the Star Trek episode so many have mentioned (but I will eventually)
I will not do an AMA
I've had many PM's describing similar experiences and 3 posters stating such experiences are impossible, I'd say more research needs to be done on brain functions. Pre-med students, don't assume you know everything.
A few have asked if they can write a book/screen play/stage play/rage comic etcetera, please consider this tale open source and have fun with it
The human mind, or perhaps just mind is made to make sense and find meaning. Mind at work within a material body or not will no doubt do the same or similar things. I would not say many experience God but many, perhaps most experience the presence of a guide or spiritual presence/s.
My sense is that NDE's allow our material minds to access experiences beyond the material, or purely material, just like OBE's and deep spiritual and meditative experiences. The 'world' which is experienced is no doubt an expanded version of this world and one which offers greater access to the non-material or real world from which we 'came' and in which all is sourced.
Sure, all options must be on the table. I think what strikes me reading about thousands of such cases are the constants: increased clarity of mind; beings of light; reluctance to return to the body; loss of fear of death.
I had a look at the Parnia article.
I had a look at the Parnia article.Yes. That categorisation is just... nonsense.
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I posted the article because it was sent to me from IONS (Institute of Noetic Sciences.) I thought it odd that IONS would bring attention to this research. Roslyn, I agree with you.
Interesting to see how the NDE resembles in a video game in a few of these cases.Peer-to-Peer hypothesis for the win. :-)
As Warren Ellis once said, "magic is just the cheat codes for the universe".
I posted the article because it was sent to me from IONS (Institute of Noetic Sciences.) I thought it odd that IONS would bring attention to this research. Roslyn, I agree with you.
On Sat, May 16, 2015 at 5:47 AM, George <account...@noseeyes.com> wrote:
I had a look at the Parnia article.Yes. That categorisation is just... nonsense.
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