Mandee's Journaling
Mandee's Daddy
your beginning post.
You need to keep a weight LOG Your getting Punished for Gaining but
from now on the weekly weights will also be recorded here.
you will in here. If I leave a message I EXPECT you to find it on time
so make your checks regularly. Not finding a message will be no
excuse.
If you forget your butt plug will go in for the day Maybe that will
help you to 'remember'
If you are not thorough here with recording your punishment I wont be
happy about it and we will Discuss that when I get home!
when you read this you will go to your room and wait for me. Put the
cuffs on your ankles and arms and get the strap out of the closet I
will do the rest when I get there
Mandee
Daddy said I have to come down and write this. I have my cuffs on my
hands and legs and the rest of me is nakie. hes getting things ready
for me in his room that used to be my bathroom to but now he says its
his and I sleep with daddy in his room but when Im not good I have to
go back and sleep in my new room that used to be the guest room.
he said to tell you what The baby items daddy is going to make me use
are ... Im not really sure yet but I know that he has diapers, baby
food, kids vitimins, themometers,powder and ointments, a sippy cup,
lotions, Im not sure what all else there is because this is NEW and
something daddy just thought up to do to me because he needs to try to
encourage me to listen and make better choices
He said that I didnt write enough of what will happen or has happend so
I will say that I am 5' My weight was 140 but I have been gaining
progressively for about a year and although he has tried to tell me
that he would take extreem measures if I didnt stop and begin to take
the weight off .... I didnt really take him seriously and today when he
demanded he would see my weight.. I topped the scale at 165. Before
daddy went to work he said that today we were going to set up a site
for me to jornal publicly and that he was going to spank me hoping to
try to help me realize that I cant do whatever I want . something he
thinks I do alot of.
today I ate a bag of malted easter eggs I didnt mean to eat the whole
bag but couldnt seem to stop. He didnt like that either Trying to be
very thorough.
today my daddy said that before I can get spanked I have to get an
enema because all Ive done is put a bunch of poision into my system and
daddy wants it out. so to make sure I dont fib to him HES going to
give it to me himself... in fact... hes upstairs now getting it ready
and probably wating for me. hes never done that before. he says if I
insist on acting like a child then a child I will be.
Ive got to go now hes waiting in the bathroom and yelling for me and I
dont want to make him prove even more to me that he can take control.
I wont be back for a while becaues after the enema hes going to tie me
to the bed and spank me while its in me. Im not looking forward to
this.
Mandee
enema he didnt give me a big one because it was the first one hes
given me .... then he made me go to the bedroom and get cuffed in
place my tummy laying over pillows. It was a lot of work to keep it in
while he spanked me with the leather strap. I dont remember how many
times he spanked me but I hope I never have to have it again. I was
very worried about keeping my bottom and its hard to keep it clenched
during a hard spanking. after an endless time and some serious
begging he let me go and I got to run to the potty. but then I had to
come back and get tied for more spanking
I have had spankings before but not with my husband also being my daddy
and not with anything else... it was very hard.
I love that my daddy will help me in the areas that I need it... well I
do now but I wasnt feeling so loving a little while ago. I dont think
I will be eating things that daddy didnt give me permission to eat for
a long long time