Dear Tansel,
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Magickally speaking there aren't too many things you should not do
during the New or the Full Moon. Most of the evocational/invocational
ritual magick is done in between the New and the Full Moon. They are
very rarely done when the Moon is waning.
It is not uncommon that people react in this way or the other when the
Moon is full. After all, the word "lunatic" comes from Luna.;) I know
quite a few people who can't sleep when the Moon is full or they have
headaches or some other "issues".
Now, back to your "issues". Have you tried experimenting a bit? The
New Moon is on the 14th of May, if I'm not mistaken. Try doing the
same thing again and write down the results.
As for spiders dream - spider mean different thing in different
cultures. For example, in Egyptian mythology spider represents Neith,
spinner and weaver of destiny. Later on it will take form of Ishtar in
Babylon and Athena in Greece. On the other hand is some other cultures
spider is a trickster and a malice.
The important thing is for you to answer the question - what does a
spider mean for you? Since it is a repeating symbol in your dreams it
more than clear that you subconscious is trying to tell you something.
What? Well, that is something only you can figure out.
I hope this was helpful.
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Cheers,
M.M.