HIV/AIDS HOMELESSNESS = DEATH : I've Been There -- Did That! : Once Again I am in!
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to James M. Driskill, lav...@eocp.net, kim_parr...@sbcglobal.net, pd.r...@tiscali.co.uk, Howard Newsom - Phd, Kym Coppage-CaseMgr, Marty Kahn, officeof...@oaklandnet.com, CITY AIDS AMERICAS, AIDS Competence [.org], Aids Combat Zone, Local-HIV-Comm...@googlegroups.com, Bill Hirsh, Exec Dir
Note of undeliverible status:
My orginial outgoing message to the only visable
@eocp.net address on their website was returned.
I do not have Ms Jacksons direct address nor should
I need it
Ms Parrish, please forward my email to the care of
Ms Jackson.
And when that has been done, please reply directly
back that it has been taken care of.
Thank you : Mr James
M. Driskill
THIS MESSAGE IS FLAGGED "RETURN RECEIPT
REQUESTED"
And all assocated RETURN RECIEPTS will be directed
to the public forum for the record.
Thank You.
Hi. This is the qmail-send program at smtp1.us4.outblaze.com. I'm afraid
I wasn't able to deliver your message to the following addresses. This is a
permanent error; I've given up. Sorry it didn't work out.
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recipient. Remote host said: 550 mailinc10: Host 205.158.62.78, error:
R5.1 Giving up on 65.254.254.52.
It has NEVER been my agenda
to cause turmoil apart from resolution and absolution for my
working on these matters for more than 18 months until the full impact of
understandings happening in this community become realized in November
/ December 2006. All I was attempting was passive
activism.
There is no escaping
the duty of you Ms Jackson to not humanly abandon me, this person that is calling
out to you right here and now to some kind of
response and actionable
resolve.
The world is going to be
listening....
But what
I really expect will happen --- you will abandon this human here
calling out for a tit for tat return of integrity. And that would
very wrong of you and very unacceptable to
me.
It would be nice
to remain in the passive element --- and I keep trying to
offer that option --- but chaos and turmoil
must have to rule in all of this.... I keep trying to find
the rightful solution for resolve and
absolution.
No body
is listening.....
Dear East Oakland Community Project
Shelter:
This email serves a follow-up to a community level fax
that was sent to Ms. Wendy Jackson yesterday.
She knows who I am.
I request that you place the fax of yesterday and
this direct email into Ms Jackson's PRIORITY of reading.
Thank you.
If I do not receive a call back directly
from Ms Jackson by the close of business of tomorrow, January 15th
2007, 5pm --- I will be placing both a copy of the fax and a printout of
this email in "person to person" courier delivery on the Tuesday, January
16th 2007 for Ms Jackson.
This only serves my own level of assurance
that Ms Jackson has been made personally aware of these issues.
Her actions are her own in this
matter.
I am not going to initiate my own
phone call attempts to contact her --- not at all.
And by the way, I am aware of the exact persons who
may roadblock my communication attempts to Ms Jackson at EOCP.
I might request that my personal health care
advocate from the Foothill Aids Project indirectly initiate such a
notification attempt or by being involved at a conference level
conversation. Please properly forward all of my correspondence to Ms
Jackson and we shall have no issues.
Since the utilization of my photo image in
your re-location project promo package, we have been placed united.
Involved was my agenda that we agreed upon to
bring information technology access into the spectrum of
homeless practicality.
My agenda on this same principle has NEVER
changed.
James, I enjoyed it when you were in my
geom. class. Good luck to you in the future. I'll always remember the
designs you made on the computer. Take Care. L. Leary
From your request
to get involved as a former "sucesss story", I appeared at the city council
meeting [I AM DRAWING IN TEARS AGAIN] per my honor and accepted respect of you
and your work.
I expect some
form of return honor from you in all of this.
But what
I really expect will happen --- you will abandon this human here
calling out for a tit for tat return of integrity. And that would
very wrong of you and very unacceptable to
me.
It is now time
for you Ms Jackson to repay the favor and for you to personally
involve yourself in the resolution and absolution of these
issues. And I know you must already have some of awareness that
this human has had this occurrence of sufferance.
It is obvious
from my omissions of EOCP in my addresses for the past 18 months, I have no
ill-intent on your humanity work.
The reality bearing
down on this human here in my absolve over these
matters of having a "forced direction" reliance solely and
explicitly as "self-supportive only" in actions and
resources outside of the non-address of supportive services and conversely
being targeted in persecution actions.
Once again my HIV status becomes
UNDETECTABLE in December 2006 after it spiked by a
short 40+ day consequence of being placed homeless into the care of East
Oakland Community Project's homeless shelter in August/Sept
2002.
Keeping very important considerations to the
timing of events in my life, this history shows the cause and effect and
then the direct "self-support only"
affluence onto the health status of this human as a person living with AIDS.
It is only when I
realize the magnitude of forces against me --- and drop the fear --- hold
heart and faith into courage -- and create path of actionable motivation.
I DECLARE ONCE AGAIN
UNDETECTABLE in December 2006!!
The cybermarking of
events strengthening my fortitude in my humanity of self [ my identity
] can be shown in two different blogging posts -- there are others.
This is just a reflective understanding. I suggest reading them in
their entirety.
A reflection : Destiny of
Names posted
10/6/2005 9:12:09 PM
(excerpt)
In September 2002, I had the unfortunate
event of having to live in a homeless shelter here in Oakland. That shelter
houses about 100 residence.
I was there only 40 days which includes
the 1st and the 11th of September 2002.
Also keep in mind that I did
not access to my computer... My computer was not with me but was in a
trusted best friends care.
If you can vision this "disconnect" is a
major element of view from my story so far.
Apparently many passing
in through the shelter residence experience had needed to store their
computers on site. There was somehow agreed to be locked up in a storage
room. No one was currently there claiming any of what was in that storage
room.
I was given sole access at the time to try to make something
work for me and thus for everyone else there. I did not know when I would be
leaving.
I also knew what jeopardy I was in of losing my data. For
circumstances and things happen.
Some there had been there for more
than 14 months.... believe it!
On September 11th 2002, We had a
candlelight memorial that evening of all of us homeless there. That is an
unheard of situation by any practical means from a shelter living
experience. Remarkable event to observe that year.
But personally for
me --- I connected to what I have on file of Mark and Paul that I knew where
somehow on my hard drive.
And my personal prayers when out to both
them and of me and all of the energies surrounding this day.
I am
almost into tears as I write this here.
I said a special message to
the entire group which I cannot even recall to quote. It was relating to the
facts of being "disconnected from life". That message just flowed right
through me more like I was dreaming. I think most of us can relate to what
this is.
I have not had that kind of experience for a while. But I
know what emotions and thoughts about being disconnected. I was disconnected
from my life and Mark and Paul were disconnected from theirs. And my only
connection was a visualization of bits and bytes somewhere... you
know.
And these are
itemsof events strengthening my
fortitude that are directly related to this case
here:
WordWide Call For Help Dec 1st [ATM
Letter].jpg
ClientCenteredHiv101-CID.jpg
ClientCenteredHIV101[Commented].jpg
It is apparent to me that Ms Aspatcher and Ms Speyer [ as persons
of HIV case managerial
capabilities ] have been either reprimanded into
termination or have departed on their freewill to escape from having to
explain their formulated actions in the encapsulated factors
interactive regionally with my case.
My last contact
with Ms Aspatcher was in December 2006 at EOCP face to face,
I would say a desperate attempt to rely on a "contact
network"of my past case manager. That case that in a
public city council meeting manner of speaking, is a "EOCP
success story".
The warning
letter I received above is why I initiated a direct face to face contact
with Ms Aspatcher. I wanted her apprise to me of
inter-relating matters in these issues --- These above
images were created in this same time period in relevance
to tracking the evidence in this case. This is one single example of
many such tracking actions working in these matters.
I also gave notification to Ms Aspatcher to the
reasons I have utilized the "new EOCP project" address of 7515
International Blvd #308 in the registrants of these two domains [ also tracked
in email which I expect was roadblocked ]:
whois.internic.net] Domain names in the .com and .net domains can
now be registered with many different competing registrars. Go to
http://www.internic.net for detailed information. Domain
Name: REALUPHUMAN.NET Registrar: NAMESDIRECT.COM,
INC. Whois Server: whois.namesdirect.com
Referral URL: http://www.namesdirect.com Name Server:
NS1.MYDOMAIN.COM Name Server:
NS2.MYDOMAIN.COM Name Server:
NS3.MYDOMAIN.COM Name Server:
NS4.MYDOMAIN.COM Status:
clientTransferProhibited Status:
clientUpdateProhibited Status:
clientDeleteProhibited Updated Date:
06-may-2006 Creation Date: 10-jun-2005
Expiration Date: 10-jun-2008 NOTICE: The expiration date displayed in
this record is the date the registrar's sponsorship of the domain name
registration in the registry is currently set to expire. This date does
not necessarily reflect the expiration date of the domain name
registrant's agreement with the sponsoring registrar. Users may
consult the sponsoring registrar's Whois database to view the registrar's
reported date of expiration for this
registration.
[whois.internic.net]
Domain names in the .com and .net domains can now be registered
with many different competing registrars. Go to http://www.internic.net
for detailed information. Domain Name: FUCKEDUPHUMAN.NET
Registrar: NAMESDIRECT.COM, INC.
Whois Server: whois.namesdirect.com
Referral URL: http://www.namesdirect.com
Name Server: NS1.MYDOMAIN.COM
Name Server: NS2.MYDOMAIN.COM
Name Server: NS3.MYDOMAIN.COM
Name Server: NS4.MYDOMAIN.COM
Status: clientTransferProhibited
Status: clientUpdateProhibited
Status: clientDeleteProhibited
Updated Date: 06-may-2006
Creation Date: 10-jun-2005
Expiration Date: 10-jun-2008
NOTICE: The expiration date displayed in this record is the date the
registrar's sponsorship of the domain name registration in the registry is
currently set to expire. This date does not necessarily reflect the expiration
date of the domain name registrant's agreement with the sponsoring
registrar. Users may consult the sponsoring registrar's Whois database to
view the registrar's reported date of expiration for this registration.
For all
concerns and matters of fact: My annual period of residence at Allen
Temple Manor began on June 11th 2003. The registration of these domains on
the day before this annual period is directly assigned and associated to my
residence and life matters.
that is truely an higher inspirit way .. past conflicts not realised to absolved
existance for me and you here at ATM .. to disproove its existance is true. THAT IS James M.
Driskill - 2
messages - Feb
17 2006
THE
FINAL STRAW OF DECEPTION AND LIES BEING DIRECTED TO
ME:
James,
unfortunately I have to cancel our appointment on Monday morning. I
have a family emergency and just cannot attend. I can be available by
phone later in the day. If you could send me some time frame you
would be available I will try and call you.
Jan
In
Defendant's last exchanges with Ms Nunes to have this pre-scheduled
meeting, Defendant Driskill mentioned the desire and intent to have an
appropriate 2006 business level standard technical aid tool of utilizing
a computer.
In the days just prior to receiving
the cancellation email above, defendant's last phone call discussion
with Ms Nunes relates to resolving these issues specifically:
[DOCUMENTED!]
Driskill :
You know I want to use a computer. I am even willing to bring my
own.
Nunes : You
want to use a computer?
Driskill :
Yes, of course.
[ END OF CALL
] : No further telephone discussions between Allen Temple Agents and my self have occurred
since this phone call. No email from Ms Nunes has been received
following the cancellation on Feb 24
2006.
Subject: Reality -Outmastingan Valid
Existance .. of Family Emergency
Reasons. I still need to find an human
interest to carry on forward LIFE and DEATH matters James M. Driskill - 2
messages - Feb
25 2006
Re: Reality
-- Outmastingan Valid
Existance here at Allen Temple Manor 2006!
It has NEVER been my agenda to cause turmoil apart from
resolution and absolution for my working on these matters for
more than 18 months until the full impact of understandings happening in this
community become realized in November / December
2006. All I was attempting was passive activism.
As my cyber
identity has merged from this events ---- the circumstances which define them
itself --- it is going to be noticed by the world....
There is no escaping
the duty of you Ms Jackson to not humanly abandon me, this person that is calling
out to you right here and now to some kind of
response and actionable
resolve.
The world is going to be
listening....
It would be nice
to remain in the passive element --- and I keep trying to
offer that option --- but chaos and turmoil
must have to rule in all of this.... I keep trying to find
the rightful solution for resolve and
absolution.
My agenda has
always been one from a solid platform of understandings and therefore the
turmoil that have been extraneously caused are from the dysfunctional elements
of evil working that all I was attempting to do
is maintain and employ my own inner-life workings of
"self--actualization".
It well needed to
be said here that I have never been exposed to this term and
ideal until I have been humanly abandoned by the all
factors in my case from the LOCAL HIV COMMUNITY OAKLAND CA that results to
my being placed into the streets into death.
This is now a
part of my human care needs of mental heath that I have
thrusted into my reach of provider services.
The
thrust here is due to the lack of trust and the
betrayal of persecution that I have definitely perceived
working against me for a long period of time now.
Shit in the
face of an human with an IQ of 122 is a wondrous smell. Continuously
receiving these shit pies in my face is smothering
and murderous, Ms Jackson.
At some point of
time Ms Jackson, a human knowing right from wrong just gets tired of the
continuos bullshit being thrown into their face that
is smothering them, their life, the intelligence, and their
dignity.
The human life
survival instinct from the causation of these encapsulated fears and reality
factors have been set into motion here and the history of it placed into
reference. It is absolutely a matter of involving
facts.
Whatever-time it was that my purity of human
heart stands out in REALITY to the self-realization of these things happening to me makes
my humanity work [ just as pure as yours ] to the calling
of "Define your
world".
The total value of your effort and time that is
wasted included with whatever means that was used up or
given out to someone else under dis.
(disrespect, disregard, dishonest, etc). This continues without your awareness
from something like a talk to
the hand so you remain unaware and they can come back for whatever from
you again - over and over. You just give it up frivously until you become
aware of the dis or you
expire/die --
thus whatever-expires.
That fucking user trash!!!!!! The whatever-time
is the house, the car, and last 2 fucking years of my life!
And I know the
exact time [ to the month, day, year, hour, minute, second,
msgid ] that identifies this exact pivot point time in my
life when I had enough of the shit tossed at me and
started wiping it off my face.
It is only
mentioned here in reference:
It is our skin ---
our skin --- our skin --- our skin.
Are you white? Are you
Black? Are you Grey?
If you think these are representations of
human race identities --- YOU ARE FULLY IN ERROR!!
We have no further need to
share. Find yourself passing
by
"Why is
the clear sky blue?" Feb/2005 - In The Mindway
[ search
]
and you will have to then get back into this groove with
me...
Thank you Mr. Ryder for showing an interest in reading my
site:
YOU CANNOT EXPECT ME TO ACCEPT THAT YOU JUST ARE SO CONFUSED BY THE
MODERN WORD OF TECHNOLOGY TO THEN JUST DEMAND YOUR RIGHT TO SHUT IT OFF!
THAT IS AN ASININE STANCE OF BEING FUCKED UP
HUMAN!
Please Compare the Parties in this case:
In the
Unlawful Unlawful Detainer Eviction Case,
WG06266106,
plaintiff has intently filed under penalty and perjury statements against
defendant relating to defendant's emailing activities.
"Defendant has
continued to serve an exorbitant amount of harassing and
indecipherable e-mails to the
staff"
06/21/06
Declaration Re:
appearance
Filed
Java: Tiff:
(Filed by Defendant James M. Driskill in Pro
Pro)
(corrected for spelling)
I declare that ALL of the representations that Mr. Graham has said and
represented and that plaintiff has filed in court against me is completely
false. I am a lay person writing my declaration of truth here to the
court in pro per without the direct aid assistance an attorney. I have
prepared my evidence and have CLAIMED IN ALL PARTS OF MY CASE THAT THE
plaintiff's representations are FALSE and was not able to present any evidence
at my first court date on May 19th 2006 in which I appeared. My case
with into standby for the next week's court calendar. I did not appear
May 26th 2006 due to a process in which I don't completely understand.
LET THE RECORD SHOW THAT I NEED MY DAY IN COURT. I have told all legal
aid representations in this process that I have a witness willing to come
forward to testify to direct conversation statements from Mr. Graham and my
witness of retaliation against me. My witness personally knows Mr. Graham
throughout his entire administration post and can also state statements that
Mr. Graham has a history of similar behavior onto prior residence including
lying to tenant's behavior in his administration position and HIV SUPPORTIVE
CARE at Allen Temple Manor. Let the record show, by a process of a
google search [ 1st USA HIV Supportive housing oakland ] that on the Mayor's
schedule of Allen Temple Manor's grand opening that is noted for the
public. Their supportive care is failing directly and I have even filed
a discrimination case of HUD in attention to defense my self against these
false accusation.
07/10/06
Declaration In reply
to plaintiff's opposition to defendant's motion to set aside
Filed Java: Tiff:
(Filed by Defendant James M. Driskill in Pro Pro) :
Excerpt
The best way to describe the events that have
transpired so far in court and filing of court matters is a rush to judgement
against me the defendant in this case. I believe that if I am given an
opportunity to have a jury trial, I will be able to show in court that I am
not the problem and it is the administrator Mr. Graham that is the
problem. As I have mentioned previously all of Mr. Graham's accusations
are either lies or taken completely out of context. [ omission for brevity ]
In fact, that is what I have been attempting to show plaintiff's counsel
though my e-mail.
Perhaps you will see the
need to bring some understanding into the public agenda of
discourse.
The facts over fiction is apparent.
The perceptions of evil being received by me are no
longer just an illusion or some delusions of a person living with HIV/AIDS
disease.
These are not just mere coincidence or accidental mistakes of
human error or incompetence either.
However, I am an suffering from being continuously targeted
here --- in "mental abuse" from the betrayal of persecutionthat even continues into Jan 2007.
As matters of principle player faults:
I have definitely targeted the direct inter-workings that
encapsulated my inability's and continued DISABILITIES to reach out of the
MOLDING MUCK.
In my local address in Oakland, I have made a course of action in
this case that targets certain fault factors in HIV supportive
care services.
Ms Speyer as my long time established HIV
supportive case management at "The Center for Aids Services, Oakland CA" which
is a labeling name of "community association" which
this target identity no longer is named. It
is known as "Vital Life Services" thus stripping the
concept of community support labeling identity.
Mr.
Graham as the administrator of HIV supportive care housing as well as having
the direct "personal history" between myself of HIV CASE
MANAGEMENT at Aids Project East
Bay.
And I now ask of you --- where is the public
discourse to why am I once again homeless?
I demand a public view apology.
You are murderous in these acts against the
humanity element of it all in the LOCAL HIV COMMUNITY OAKLAND
CA.
I CAN PROVE
IT!
How many deaths can be accounted for these things
--- inexcusable from this point forward.......
This is the time for all good men and women
to come to the aid of the humanity in this case.
Thank You for your humanity concerns.
The
deceptive, false, and perjured statements filed in court from the plaintiff's
side are 100% completely untrue.
Even more to the point, plaintiff's attorney knew that the
defendant had mentioned face to face on the court date of May 19th 2006 of the
reason of "legal civil necessity" was going to be argued by him. That the
defendant specifically stated to plaintiff's attorney that he would not / would
have never have acted at the state of criminal legal necessity in this case.
Therefore the plaintiff's
attorney should be held directly liable for
these perjured statements ---being fully known and fully aware that the
statements being filed to the court were
false.
And all I am demanding at this point is actionable
community level address for an apology to be remanded down into the public view
before the expiration date of February 1st 2007. After that --- I will be
seeking civil justice and criminal investigations for the actions of all
involved parties.
By your involvement or lack of involvement Ms Jackson
in these matters will seal your allegiance to which side of humanity you are
actually engaged to be working for.
Please call me directly as soon and you have
completely read this email.
Why
not ACT in the SCIENCE while YOUR COMPUTER is just sitting IDLE doing nothing
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