Hi Lorel,
Thank you for reaching out and staying in touch!
I enjoy your question about whether we are progressing in our lives,
and appreciated your honest answer "some days yes, and some days no".
My short answer is "same here".
I have days when I feel "out of step" with the world around me. On those
days, it appears as if that most people are on their own trip, and very much
concerned exclusively with their own needs and goals. On those days I
realize the numerous agreements and verbal contracts I have entered, where
the other side didn't come through with their promise. This brings up some
feelings of disappointment, sometimes bitterness and sometimes anger.
These more challenging experiences are balanced by a deep gratitude of the
level of personal freedom I have created in my life. What I especially love
about that freedom is a sense of being able to draw a line when a
relationship increasingly feels like a "drain". That line allows me to
engage and nurture those relationship that allow for an exchange and a sense
of mutuality.
A few days it really felt like fall, with cool nights, and today the
temperatures head up once again. Maybe that is the nature of life: An
ongoing evolution of ups and downs, giving me an opportunity to adapt
(putting clothes on and taking them off, staying inside and turning on
heaters or air conditioning). Maybe my yearning for balance and equanimity
is more in how I adapt to the volatility of the world around me. Maybe there
is a way to adapt to it that feels harmonious and peaceful. My guess is that
it would lay in exercising qualities such as flexibility, forgiveness and
acceptance. Quite a challenge sometimes when I engage in assertion,
integrity and expecting others to keep their word in their agreements with
me.
At midday, on a hot day like today, I take a nap on the patio in my home
office. It is one of my favorite times of the day.
Warm regards to you Lorel, and those that read along.
Peter
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