On listening to K

[Clive]

I would like to share this mail with the group. It is from someone in
India who found the NZ website on the internet, and asked us to supply
him with some tapes/CDs

Deeply moved, and I am sure you will be.

Clive

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Dear Clive,

Sorry for delay in replying.

I was out of statiom for some days.
'I' have been into spirituality being a OSHO lover and used to listen
lot of OSHO talks and practice techniques regularly...In the mean
time, this 'me' being blessed, have come across to listen to
J.Krishnamurti's an audio cassette namely 'you are the world'. From
that moment there has been constant longing to listen to HIM. Whenever
listened to HIM, there is the absence of 'me' and there remains only
pure listening..This makes 'me' more alert in seeing things in actual
life more clearly. JK talks happens to 'me' like personal guidance,
while talking HE makes 'me' to see the 'me'.
IAM stunned to know that 'me' and 'mine' are not separate!

When 'i' listened to HIM saying.."All gods are made up of either by
hands or thought!"..all the gods in 'me' were shattered!.Of course
only while listening to HIM and for some time later.This is very
important happening in 'me' because this 'me' has born and brought up
from an orthodox, god fearing family,surroundings.

To be frank, though HE says 'i' itself is the fear, iam still afraid,
'I' itself is greed, jealous, competitive, still iam
competitive,greedy. But iam worried about it.

It is amazing that,while talking, HE absolves 'me' completely,
reveals this person is just a psychosomatic entity and show the
thought as thought as and when it appears,its way of functioning..,and
this is something un-explainable! 'me' seeing 'me' is such a
revolutionary and for 'me' and 'I' used to feel that it is a song of
the divine..

Without notice tears rolls down when HE says 'sir are we going
together' and it means a lot and lot for me when HE sounds like
frustrated, noticing that 'we' are unable to follow what he was
saying..
..... ,even HIS cough soothes 'me'.. He sound like an infant,such an
innocent,caring, more importantly the peak of the intelligence. The
ONLY MASTER who says 'don't follow me!'
Dear.., 'i' have watched some of HIS video talks but for 'me',closing
eyes and listening to HIM is more helpful. Because while listening to
HIM, gradually HE disappears 'me' and there remains only listening,
even the pauses..This is not happening while watching the visuals.
dear, lot of video cds of JK available in INDIA but only four audio
cds are available. That is the reason 'i'started to search in the net.
It is the trust which says that listening to J.Krishnamurty,
transforms this man made ugly life into happy,sincere and joyous
living..
kindly help..

Love You,
Basavaraj

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[JW]

I hope that he doesn't replace his worship of Bhagwan Shree with the worship
of Krishnamurti. He doesn't need to spell out HE and HIS etc in capitals, I
hope he comes to see this. Anyway, I agree that listening to an audio
recording of K is better than watching a talk, listening is an art in itself
and must be practiced. It is far better to listen to a bird chirping than to
meditate or whatever on some stupid mantra.

Thanks
Jared