lizard drain
sandra allen
helps the greatest in any situation is curiousity. many times when one
becomes emotionally embroileed in a subject they forget thier curiousity.
then if they were to receive an answer they wouldn't get it
.in live sessions many times individuals will try to form thier question,
even energetically, at the expense of hearing concepts. every concept
applies to some part of every human bean. when one is curious the the
concept is being fed and begins to grow and evolve. part of the way that i
teach is intententional, is that i wish to lay frameworks, not stringent
do's and don'ts. a framework is an armature upon which things can grow. many
times when an individual is embroiledin something to strongly.
that intensity of focus precludes any answer or solution other than the one
already predetermined by the individual. the individual won't hear a thing.
they have an answer unless ssomebody digs in and retrieves that "exact"
answer they won't be satisfied.
the great thing about frameworks is that they work like scaffolding. you can
put something on it and it begins to grow. if i do think process for youthat
growth pattern would be identical in all of you. i don't like that! i enjoy
uniqueness, individuality and nuances.
by starting a framework, feeding it curiousity, and then letting it evolkve,
you end up with different comprehensions and understandings. it allows for a
larger body of experience and knowledge. every concept is just an appetizer,
intended to make the concept itself, not necessarily you, seek it's
placement and connectedness to all other frameworks. when one becomes
obsessed with emotionally reacting/retaining every smidgen they encounter
the concept can't grow. however by maintaining curousity, the concept can
come back and use you to ask a question it has. try it. instead of you
thinking, let the concept inquire.
concepts are completly different levels of awareness than your brain/mind
structure are. I would assume that you already knew that.
curiousity opens doorways quite literally unimaginable to all. emotional
embroilment closes these doors and creates tunnel vision.
i thoroughly enjoy this particular medium (energetics [matrix] ) because of
it's playfullness. it is curiousity embodied. it allows for great
flexibility to weave threads. no, you needn't stay on one topic until it is
finished. with a good mind/soul and/0r computer one can play with numerous
threads at a time and weave them together.
the best help i can get is to keep it light and not allow myself to get to
serious, for that i feel is the only true danger.
remember on the computer i am only able to post pieces of ideas and
concepts, so sometimes your curiousity levels let me know if and when what
subjects you want more info. also: i have had to absorb a great deal of
information in a few short months, so some of this may seem more than a
little scrambled. when needed i will try to clarify-don't be afraid to ask.
if i cannot answer immediately, i will have to go to information retrievel.
this is always an unknown as far as time goes, especially since time does
not exist in this particular, but i will get back to you. if what i give you
comes off as to simplistic or abstract, again, let me know. it's all there,
it' just a matter of sychronization. i must tell you, and it must be with at
least a certain degree of clarity. by the way, this is for your eyes only.
anything otherwise would be a tremendous breach of personal trust. thank
you.
it'll get much better. i'm just an infant (terri'ble) at this. i love you
and would like nothing more than to see you try out a new set of eyes (i
finally got the green ones that i wanted).
of the great twins of siam,
scott