It seems like the enemy really is trying to attack the whole team in different ways. Probably now because everyone is off guard and perhaps not praying and spending as much time with God since we've come back to our normal lives. Not sure if everyone is feeling this as strongly as I have, but I just felt lead to address it before we allow the enemy to take away the blessings we've received so far in this trip.
Instead of addressing individual matters, I thought it may be worth it for the whole team to just focus on battling through our prayers individually. I think we need to realize that we should be aiming our attacks at satan and not each other...seems different members of the team are being used by satan as bait and others as accusers and has driven a huge wedge in the team that only God can remove. So I'm asking each of you to really pray against this. We all were so incredibly blessed by this trip and I'd hate to see satan take it away from us by leaving a bad bitter taste in our mouths. I started going to MP again after a long time of not and it was very encourgaing to see some of you there as well!
I guess I just wanted to remind you all to be on guard and watch for attacks from the enemy... and to also encourage you to pray for yourselves, for the team members and for those that touched our hearts in Thailand. For God loved us so much, He wanted to move our hearts so He sent us to where His heart is. He didn't want to leave us in our complacent stubborn ways. He showed us so many signs and miracles to grow our faith. Lets not be like the Stubborn Pharaoh in Exodus, as many times as God used Moses to show the pharaoh His might and power, he refused to believe and submit to His authority. Let's desire it in our hearts to just worship and obey Him.
I think the most blessed time I had with the team was when we worshipped and prayed together. I pray that God redeems our team and that He softens each of our hearts to hear eachother out and that all things that are not from Him to be shielded from our eyes and our ears. I know a lot of us are tired and exhausted, but i also know that that comes if you're doing works without having your hearts fully in what you are doing and allowing the spirit to guide. So let's ask God to realign our hearts as one again and that we can draw strength from the love that He gives to us so freely, so that we can stand before Him in wide opened wonder, amazed at His glory. Ask Him to reveal His purpose in each of us as we cry out to Him. Can we all do that?
Sometimes may not seem like it but you all are still in my thoughts and prayers. You've each touched my heart very deeply in your willingness to serve in God's Compassionate Army for salvation...I hope we can all still serve together in His good works.
Your sister in Christ,
Somp