I am quite pleased with how all of this has gone, even with the pesky flu. I LOVE having eaten so much more mindfully and thoughtfully over the past couple of weeks, and I really paid attention to why I was eating as opposed to my typical automatic pilot approach (think of food=want to eat=eat without thinking). Interestingly, my sugar quasi-binge (read: definitely a binge compared to the last couple of weeks, but not anywhere close to binges I am capable of or have done in the past) happened yesterday. I ate what felt like "should have" been a good dinner, but I was super hungry still...probably because I hadn't eaten breakfast for a variety of reasons (super uncommon for me) and lunch was a fairly basic salad at a work banquet, with the only mocha since the challenge started mid-afternoon. I fought the desire to make something substantial to eat ("I shouldn't need it. I just ate a perfectly reasonable dinner.") and, instead ended up grazing: handful of dry Chex, Reed's Extra Ginger Beer, one serving yogurt covered raisins. Had I just pulled out the celery and peanut butter or made soup, I would have been in pretty good shape. Lessons: Don't wait until famished to eat, and give in to cravings in a healthy and mindful way. It was also a huge step for me to let that all roll without judging and berating myself for the choices. Yay!
What I want to continue doing:
* Focusing on truly mindful eating, from selecting the food to enjoying it while I am eating it.
* An added bonus of mindful eating is that I don't have enough room for judgment when I am making thoughtful and intentional decisions.
* Smoothies: I love 'em! I started drinking them regularly in the morning in the couple of weeks just before the purge and definitely want to continue.
* 85%+ chocolate will stay in my life...how have I not eaten it before now?! My favorite thing about it is that it takes very little for me to be satisfied because it is so rich and creamy with a bitterness that I adore.
What I want to start doing:
* Working periods of movement/exercise into my daily routine. We just bought a Wii and have been Just Dance-ing our assess off...that counts, right? :)
* I have really loved having this group to draw ideas from and support each other throughout this process. I hope to continue to have supportive and resourceful people in my life to share these experiences with.
I am thinking of all of you East Coasters and wishing you warmth and safety through the big storm this weekend!!!
Libby