Update on smoking

[want to smoke]

I have not posted in a while so i will recap a little
I am a 21 year old male. I have a beautiful daughter.
I love being a dad. I will never trade any second of it.
All of my life i have been against smoking. For the past few months I
have given some thought to starting. I have never smoked in my life.
I've grown up with all my aunts and uncles smoking my mom and dad
used
to smoke. I am the oldest child in my family I have 9 brothers and
sisters. When my gf and i got to college we went to the same school.
She started
smoking. Yes She is a smoker. I never forced the issue to get her to
quit. I was ok with her smoking. Yes I been against smoking. I did
not
want to loose her. So i just became ok with her smoking. now My Girl
Friend is great. I have been smoking since feb27 and love every min
of
it

I am smoking 2-4 packs a day. I love it I am smoking NewPorts M Blend

I have smoked about 10600 cigarettes.

any advice