Krivs thoughts:
Today i made a deal with a unknown person, i was on the brink of death and trying to survive while retaining my honour...Sadly i was too weak at the time. The Guinie seems to have speared us but only to then try to kill us all after pleading for our lives...
Then she appared, im not sure who or what it was but she offered me strenth and vitallity, and in return i will serve her master in the after life. All i could think of was surviving at the time, but now ive had time to think, i realised that its not just about surviving, its the battle and war that drew me in. Only the strong are respected, and in war, the strong live.
I have never been much for faith and gods, but something from not of this world reached out to me and i accepted it. i have no idea what will happen but i look forward to this new outlook on life. i will continue to train and be the mightiest of warriors that walked. I just hope i can protect the ones i care about in the process.
Anouther event that happened was the death of one of our comrades and the unknown fate of anouther. However if we all went to the same place then i already know his fate... i tried my best to save them, even though it was my own recklessness that caused this. i thought maybe if we did a switch of a previous unfortunate person then it could get us all back. but i was wrong, in the end, tom knowing what would happen still choose to save me. a brave and increadibly strong will power to sacrifice himself like that. i will try to five him a worthy funeral along side our other fellow adventurer...However, the one who survived along side my i am truly dissapionted at. after coming back the first time, he made no effort to help and just frooze, then the second time he was no where to be seen...ran away! ABANDONING THE TEAM! He dishoners the name of Silver Blade...they are ment to be a team that fights for the good and just but it seems some people just are there for the fame it brings. i no longer know if i can trust J4 again. i fear he will abandon me as well if push comes to shove...if a simulare situation comes to him then i refuse to not be like him but i will make it known to him how if feels to flee from his team.