Robert Fisk: A gripping diary of one week in the
life and death of Beirut
Published: 23 July 2006
Sunday 16 July
It is the first time I have actually seen a missile
in this war. They fly too fast - or you are too busy trying to run away to look
for them - but this morning, Abed and I actually see one pierce the smoke above
us. "Habibi (my friend)!" he cries, and I start screaming "Turn the car round,
turn it round" and we drive away for our lives from the southern suburbs. As we
turn the corner there is a shattering explosion and a mountain of grey smoke
blossoming from the road we have just left. What happened to the men and women
we saw running for their lives from that Israeli rocket? We do not know. In air
raids, all you see is the few square yards around you. You get out and you
survive and that is enough.
I go home to my apartment on the Corniche and find
that the electricity is cut. Soon, no doubt, the water will be cut. But I sit on
my balcony and reflect that I am not crammed into a filthy hotel in Kandahar or
Basra but living in my own home and waking each morning in my own bed. Power
cuts and fear and the lack of petrol now that Israel is bombing gas stations
mean that the canyon of traffic which honks and roars outside my home until two
in the morning has gone. When I wake in the night, I hear the birds and the wash
of the Mediterranean and the gentle brushing of palm leaves.
I went to buy groceries this evening. There is no
more milk but plenty of water and bread and cheese and fish. When Abed pulls up
to let me out of the car, the man in the 4x4 behind us puts his hand permanently
on the horn, and when I get out of Abed's car, he mouths the words "Kess uchtak"
at me. "Fuck your sister." It is the first time I have been cursed in this war.
The Lebanese do not normally swear at foreigners. They are a polite people. I
hold my hand out, palm down and twist it palm upwards in the Lebanese manner,
meaning "what's the problem?". But he drives away. Anyway, I don't have a
sister.
Monday 17 July
The phones are still working and my mobile chirrups
like a budgerigar. Too many of the calls are from friends who want to know if
they should flee Beirut or flee Lebanon or from Lebanese who are outside Lebanon
and want to know if they should return. I can hear the bombs rumbling across
Hizbollah's area of the southern suburbs but I cannot answer these questions. If
I advise friends to stay and they are killed, I am responsible. If I tell them
to leave and they are killed in their cars, I am responsible. If I tell them to
come back and they die, I am responsible. So I tell them how dangerous Lebanon
has become and tell them it is their decision. But I feel great sorrow for them.
Many have been refugees four times in 24 years. Today I am called by a Lebanese
woman with Lebanese and Iranian citizenship and one child with a US passport and
another with only a Lebanese passport. Her situation is hopeless. I suggest she
travels to the Christian mountains around Faraya and try to find a chalet. It
will be safe there. I hope.
I come back from Kfar Chim where part of an Israeli
missile or an aircraft wing has just partially decapitated the driver of a car.
He looked so tragic, his head lolling forward in the driver's seat, just looking
at all the blood splashing down his body on to the floor. Abed was getting
spooked because I spent too long at the scene. The Israelis always come back.
"Habibi, you took too long. Never stay that long again!" He is right. The
Israelis did come back and bombed the Lebanese army.
Now my housemaid Fidele is spooked. She thinks it
is too dangerous to travel from the Christian district of Beirut to my home
since the Israelis blew the top off the local lighthouse 400 metres from my
front door. Fidele is from Togo and makes fantastic pizzas (I recommend her
Pizza Togolaisi to anyone) so I send Abed off to pick up her up and bring her to
my home for one hour. She puts my dirty clothes in the washing machine, and
after five minutes the power goes off and we have to take them all out and try
again tomorrow.
Tuesday 18 July
At 3.45am, I wake to the sound of tank tracks and a
big military motor heaving away in the darkness. I go downstairs to find that
the Lebanese army has positioned an American-made armoured personnel carrier in
the car park opposite my home. It has been placed strategically under some palm
trees, as if this will stop Israeli aircraft from spotting it. I don't like this
at all and nor does my landlord, Mustafa, who lives downstairs. The Lebanese
army is now an occasional target for the Israelis and this little behemoth looks
like a palm tree disguised as a tank. Later in the morning, I call a general in
the army who is a friend of mine and army operations calls me back to check the
location. It takes an hour before they find the car park on their maps. Then I
receive another call telling me that the APC is next to my home to prevent the
Hizbollah from using the car park to launch another missile at an Israeli ship.
The empty American Community School is just up my road. The Lebanese army is
defending us.
The first French warship arrives to pick up French
citizens fleeing Lebanon. It steams proudly past my balcony. Many French naval
vessels are named after great military leaders, and this particular
anti-submarine frigate is called the Jean-de-Vienne. I pad off to consult my
little library of French history books. Jean de Vienne, it turns out, was a
14th-century French admiral who raided the Sussex town of Rye and the Isle of
Wight and who was killed - oh lordy, lordy - fighting in the Crusades against
the Muslim Turks. A suitable ship to start France's evacuation of the ancient
Crusader port of Beirut.
Wednesday 19 July
Now that the Israelis are destroying whole
apartment blocks in the Shia southern suburbs - there is a permanent umbrella of
smoke over the seafront, stretching far out into the Mediterranean - tens of
thousands of Shia Muslims have come to seek sanctuary in the undamaged part of
Beirut, in the parks and schools and beside the sea. They walk back and forth
outside my home, the women in chadors, their bearded husbands and brothers
silently looking at the sea, their children playing happily around the palm
trees. They speak to me with anger about Israel but choose not to discuss the
depth of cynicism of the Shia Hizbollah who provoked Israel's brutality by
capturing two of its soldiers. As well as the Hizbollah, the Israelis are now
targeting food factories and trucks and buses - not to mention 46 bridges - and
the bin men are now reluctant to pick up the rubbish skips each night for fear
their innocent rubbish truck is mistaken for a missile launcher. So no rubbish
collection this morning.
The local Beirut papers are filled with photographs
that would never be seen in the pages of a British paper: of decapitated babies
and women with no legs or arms or of old men in bits. Israel's air raids are
promiscuous and - when you see the results as we now do with our own eyes -
obscene. No doubt Hizbollah's equally innocent civilian victims in Israel look
like this but the slaughter in Lebanon is on an infinitely more terrible scale.
The Lebanese look at these pictures and see them on television - as does the
rest of the Arab world - and I wonder how many of them are provoked to think of
another 9/11 or 7/7 or whatever the next date will be.
What does war do to people? Later, I am talking to
an Austrian journalist and idly ask what her father does. "He drinks," she says.
Why? "Because his father was killed at Stalingrad."
I walk across with tea for the soldiers on the APC
in the car park. They are all from Baalbek, Shia Muslims. They would never open
fire on a Hizbollah missile crew. Then I return home from another visit to the
southern suburbs and find they have gone, along with their behemoth. The first
good news of the day.
The minister of finance holds a press conference to
talk of the billions of dollars of damage being done to Lebanon by Israel's air
raids. "We have had pledges of aid from Saudi Arabia, Kuwait and Qatar," he
proudly announces. "And from Syria and Iran?" the man from Irish radio asks,
naming Hizbollah's two principal supporters in the Muslim world. "Nothing," the
minister replies dismissively.
Thursday 20 July
A bad day for messages. Phone calls from the States
to tell me I am an anti-Semite for criticising Israel. Here we go again. To call
decent folk anti-Semites is soon going to make anti-Semitism respectable, I tell
the callers before asking them to tell the Israeli air force to stop killing
civilians. Then a fax from a Jewish friend in California to tell me that a man
called Lee Kaplan - "a columnist for the Israel National News", whatever that is
- has condemned me in print for developing a "high-paid speaking career among
anti-Semites". Unlike Benjamin Netanyahu and many others I can think of, I never
take money for lecturing - ever - but to smear the thousands of ordinary
Americans who listen to me as anti-Semites is outrageous.
Another fax from the editor of the forthcoming
paperback edition of my book, apologising for bothering me at a "very difficult
(sic) time" but promising to send me page proofs by DHL which is still operating
to Beirut. I go downtown to check this with DHL. Yes, the man says, parcels for
Lebanon are sent to Jordan and then in a truck via Damascus to Beirut. A truck,
I say to myself. Ouch.
Friday 21 July
The Israelis have just bombed Khiam prison. An
interesting target since this was the jail in which Israel's former proxy
militia, the South Lebanon Army, used to torture male prisoners by attaching
electrodes to their penises and female prisoners by electrocuting their breasts.
When the Israeli army retreated in 2000, the Hizbollah turned the prison into a
museum. Now the evidence of the SLA's cruelty has been erased. Another
"terrorist" target.
The power comes back at home at 11pm and I watch
Israel's consul general, Arye Mekel, telling the BBC that Israel is "doing the
Lebanese a favour" by bombing Hizbollah, insisting that "most Lebanese
appreciate what we are doing". So now I understand. The Lebanese must thank the
Israelis for destroying their lives and infrastructure. They must be grateful
for all the air strikes and the dead children. It's as if the Hizbollah claimed
that Israelis should be grateful to them for attacking Zionism. How far can
self-delusion reach?
Saturday 22 July
I have coffee in my landlord's garden and he climbs
an old wooden ladder into his fig tree and brings me a plate of fruit. "Every
day it gives us our figs," he tells me. "We sit under our tree in the afternoon
and with the breeze off the sea, it is like air conditioning." I look at his
little paradise of pot plants and sip my Arabic coffee from a little blue mug.
We watch the warships sliding into Beirut port. "What will happen when all the
foreigners have gone?" he asks. That's what we are all asking. We shall find out
this week.
Sunday 16 July
It is the first time I have actually seen a missile
in this war. They fly too fast - or you are too busy trying to run away to look
for them - but this morning, Abed and I actually see one pierce the smoke above
us. "Habibi (my friend)!" he cries, and I start screaming "Turn the car round,
turn it round" and we drive away for our lives from the southern suburbs. As we
turn the corner there is a shattering explosion and a mountain of grey smoke
blossoming from the road we have just left. What happened to the men and women
we saw running for their lives from that Israeli rocket? We do not know. In air
raids, all you see is the few square yards around you. You get out and you
survive and that is enough.
I go home to my apartment on the Corniche and find
that the electricity is cut. Soon, no doubt, the water will be cut. But I sit on
my balcony and reflect that I am not crammed into a filthy hotel in Kandahar or
Basra but living in my own home and waking each morning in my own bed. Power
cuts and fear and the lack of petrol now that Israel is bombing gas stations
mean that the canyon of traffic which honks and roars outside my home until two
in the morning has gone. When I wake in the night, I hear the birds and the wash
of the Mediterranean and the gentle brushing of palm leaves.
I went to buy groceries this evening. There is no
more milk but plenty of water and bread and cheese and fish. When Abed pulls up
to let me out of the car, the man in the 4x4 behind us puts his hand permanently
on the horn, and when I get out of Abed's car, he mouths the words "Kess uchtak"
at me. "Fuck your sister." It is the first time I have been cursed in this war.
The Lebanese do not normally swear at foreigners. They are a polite people. I
hold my hand out, palm down and twist it palm upwards in the Lebanese manner,
meaning "what's the problem?". But he drives away. Anyway, I don't have a
sister.
Monday 17 July
The phones are still working and my mobile chirrups
like a budgerigar. Too many of the calls are from friends who want to know if
they should flee Beirut or flee Lebanon or from Lebanese who are outside Lebanon
and want to know if they should return. I can hear the bombs rumbling across
Hizbollah's area of the southern suburbs but I cannot answer these questions. If
I advise friends to stay and they are killed, I am responsible. If I tell them
to leave and they are killed in their cars, I am responsible. If I tell them to
come back and they die, I am responsible. So I tell them how dangerous Lebanon
has become and tell them it is their decision. But I feel great sorrow for them.
Many have been refugees four times in 24 years. Today I am called by a Lebanese
woman with Lebanese and Iranian citizenship and one child with a US passport and
another with only a Lebanese passport. Her situation is hopeless. I suggest she
travels to the Christian mountains around Faraya and try to find a chalet. It
will be safe there. I hope.
I come back from Kfar Chim where part of an Israeli
missile or an aircraft wing has just partially decapitated the driver of a car.
He looked so tragic, his head lolling forward in the driver's seat, just looking
at all the blood splashing down his body on to the floor. Abed was getting
spooked because I spent too long at the scene. The Israelis always come back.
"Habibi, you took too long. Never stay that long again!" He is right. The
Israelis did come back and bombed the Lebanese army.
Now my housemaid Fidele is spooked. She thinks it
is too dangerous to travel from the Christian district of Beirut to my home
since the Israelis blew the top off the local lighthouse 400 metres from my
front door. Fidele is from Togo and makes fantastic pizzas (I recommend her
Pizza Togolaisi to anyone) so I send Abed off to pick up her up and bring her to
my home for one hour. She puts my dirty clothes in the washing machine, and
after five minutes the power goes off and we have to take them all out and try
again tomorrow.
Tuesday 18 July
At 3.45am, I wake to the sound of tank tracks and a
big military motor heaving away in the darkness. I go downstairs to find that
the Lebanese army has positioned an American-made armoured personnel carrier in
the car park opposite my home. It has been placed strategically under some palm
trees, as if this will stop Israeli aircraft from spotting it. I don't like this
at all and nor does my landlord, Mustafa, who lives downstairs. The Lebanese
army is now an occasional target for the Israelis and this little behemoth looks
like a palm tree disguised as a tank. Later in the morning, I call a general in
the army who is a friend of mine and army operations calls me back to check the
location. It takes an hour before they find the car park on their maps. Then I
receive another call telling me that the APC is next to my home to prevent the
Hizbollah from using the car park to launch another missile at an Israeli ship.
The empty American Community School is just up my road. The Lebanese army is
defending us.
The first French warship arrives to pick up French
citizens fleeing Lebanon. It steams proudly past my balcony. Many French naval
vessels are named after great military leaders, and this particular
anti-submarine frigate is called the Jean-de-Vienne. I pad off to consult my
little library of French history books. Jean de Vienne, it turns out, was a
14th-century French admiral who raided the Sussex town of Rye and the Isle of
Wight and who was killed - oh lordy, lordy - fighting in the Crusades against
the Muslim Turks. A suitable ship to start France's evacuation of the ancient
Crusader port of Beirut.
Wednesday 19 July
Now that the Israelis are destroying whole
apartment blocks in the Shia southern suburbs - there is a permanent umbrella of
smoke over the seafront, stretching far out into the Mediterranean - tens of
thousands of Shia Muslims have come to seek sanctuary in the undamaged part of
Beirut, in the parks and schools and beside the sea. They walk back and forth
outside my home, the women in chadors, their bearded husbands and brothers
silently looking at the sea, their children playing happily around the palm
trees. They speak to me with anger about Israel but choose not to discuss the
depth of cynicism of the Shia Hizbollah who provoked Israel's brutality by
capturing two of its soldiers. As well as the Hizbollah, the Israelis are now
targeting food factories and trucks and buses - not to mention 46 bridges - and
the bin men are now reluctant to pick up the rubbish skips each night for fear
their innocent rubbish truck is mistaken for a missile launcher. So no rubbish
collection this morning.
The local Beirut papers are filled with photographs
that would never be seen in the pages of a British paper: of decapitated babies
and women with no legs or arms or of old men in bits. Israel's air raids are
promiscuous and - when you see the results as we now do with our own eyes -
obscene. No doubt Hizbollah's equally innocent civilian victims in Israel look
like this but the slaughter in Lebanon is on an infinitely more terrible scale.
The Lebanese look at these pictures and see them on television - as does the
rest of the Arab world - and I wonder how many of them are provoked to think of
another 9/11 or 7/7 or whatever the next date will be.
What does war do to people? Later, I am talking to
an Austrian journalist and idly ask what her father does. "He drinks," she says.
Why? "Because his father was killed at Stalingrad."
I walk across with tea for the soldiers on the APC
in the car park. They are all from Baalbek, Shia Muslims. They would never open
fire on a Hizbollah missile crew. Then I return home from another visit to the
southern suburbs and find they have gone, along with their behemoth. The first
good news of the day.
The minister of finance holds a press conference to
talk of the billions of dollars of damage being done to Lebanon by Israel's air
raids. "We have had pledges of aid from Saudi Arabia, Kuwait and Qatar," he
proudly announces. "And from Syria and Iran?" the man from Irish radio asks,
naming Hizbollah's two principal supporters in the Muslim world. "Nothing," the
minister replies dismissively.
Thursday 20 July
A bad day for messages. Phone calls from the States
to tell me I am an anti-Semite for criticising Israel. Here we go again. To call
decent folk anti-Semites is soon going to make anti-Semitism respectable, I tell
the callers before asking them to tell the Israeli air force to stop killing
civilians. Then a fax from a Jewish friend in California to tell me that a man
called Lee Kaplan - "a columnist for the Israel National News", whatever that is
- has condemned me in print for developing a "high-paid speaking career among
anti-Semites". Unlike Benjamin Netanyahu and many others I can think of, I never
take money for lecturing - ever - but to smear the thousands of ordinary
Americans who listen to me as anti-Semites is outrageous.
Another fax from the editor of the forthcoming
paperback edition of my book, apologising for bothering me at a "very difficult
(sic) time" but promising to send me page proofs by DHL which is still operating
to Beirut. I go downtown to check this with DHL. Yes, the man says, parcels for
Lebanon are sent to Jordan and then in a truck via Damascus to Beirut. A truck,
I say to myself. Ouch.
Friday 21 July
The Israelis have just bombed Khiam prison. An
interesting target since this was the jail in which Israel's former proxy
militia, the South Lebanon Army, used to torture male prisoners by attaching
electrodes to their penises and female prisoners by electrocuting their breasts.
When the Israeli army retreated in 2000, the Hizbollah turned the prison into a
museum. Now the evidence of the SLA's cruelty has been erased. Another
"terrorist" target.
The power comes back at home at 11pm and I watch
Israel's consul general, Arye Mekel, telling the BBC that Israel is "doing the
Lebanese a favour" by bombing Hizbollah, insisting that "most Lebanese
appreciate what we are doing". So now I understand. The Lebanese must thank the
Israelis for destroying their lives and infrastructure. They must be grateful
for all the air strikes and the dead children. It's as if the Hizbollah claimed
that Israelis should be grateful to them for attacking Zionism. How far can
self-delusion reach?
Saturday 22 July
I have coffee in my landlord's garden and he climbs
an old wooden ladder into his fig tree and brings me a plate of fruit. "Every
day it gives us our figs," he tells me. "We sit under our tree in the afternoon
and with the breeze off the sea, it is like air conditioning." I look at his
little paradise of pot plants and sip my Arabic coffee from a little blue mug.
We watch the warships sliding into Beirut port. "What will happen when all the
foreigners have gone?" he asks. That's what we are all asking. We shall find out
this week.