Assalamu alaikum Wasif Bhai
Just few things arose i my mind after reading your response to the questions which i asked to you. These are as follows
Concern regarding the Answer of question 1
As you mentioned that you used to write articles and poem
from childhood, that fine. I used to write articles and poem as well. In this line i have certificate as well from my college life. But when I involved in tabligue, after listening bayanats from elders, elders like you and so on i stopped writing and stop exposing myself to this kind of profile. I not saying it is haram. But tabligue does not go with it. If you valid this by saying that it is for the interest of general public, that you can do. But is there any of our elder do this or comment on current issues, even islamic which have short term benefit for the ummah as well. do you thing they dont have the capability to do so? they have lot better capability to write/ comment on such kind of latest issues. but they are not doing for greater benefit. Now come to the main point, if you not able to control yourself then why you hold this high position among the ummah? When elder offer this position to you why you did not deny by evaluating yourself that i
am not upto that mark for this position? That would be better for entire ummah. There are several examples in islamic history who deny to take the responsibility or hold the position when they found that they may not be able to full fill the responsibility.
Concern regarding the Answer of question 2
You can valid with logic form your self regarding the you tube account. May be what you are saying is right or not, only Allah knows. But i have few concern as i am using internet from long time. you said that could be hacking or so on, I assume that you use and was using the internet from your personal computer or iphone. I assume you not went to cyber
cafe, right? in that case it is very unlikely that other people will get access to your account. if other people will not have the access to your account at least once then it is very hard to hack the account unless people try for it desperately. At this stage I am trying to convince myself but looks very hard to convince.
Concern regarding the Answer of question 3
You said that the iphone is gift from your friend, that fine. But the concern is that as you holding the position of elder in kakrail, dont you think that you should filtrate out when you accept hadia? Is not that lot of people will offer you hadia as because of
your position? I have listen several time from Moulana sad sab regarding the hadia, not to accept this while any body holding such position among the ummah. Do you thing you are utilizing this position as a means of getting hadia? Last thing, when i first went for 40 days in kakrail around 8-9 years ago i saw you was using a latest touch phone at that time, which people ever used at that time. Later on i found you maintaining the same fashion. now you are using iphone5, which is hadia, thats fine. but i am sure you got and used to get different kind of hadia other than phone but most probably sticking with the phone to use, which may indicate your inclination or fascination toward using latest smart phone. if it is the case then you are , as holding the big position, making hard for us to get inspiration to lead a simple life. Indeed i would say, at this time we are very unfortunate.
These are the things are going on and on in my heart, I have just expressed my feeling, rest of the things are in the hand of Allah.
Obayed