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Nicole Noxious

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Dec 13, 2009, 4:34:48 PM12/13/09
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It has been a very long amount of time since I have even attempted
contact with any of you. Ty let the real houseofemo website go to
shits and the oblivionstar page has also been shut down or is
'unavailable' as its been put so the only ways of communication we
have now is this google group. I hope someone will check it and
eventually we can all become close again because I remember the days a
year or two ago when we were all in close contact have real
conversations. I miss those days. You guys are almost all I have now.
Don't let me down. Please...

ana skrbinsek

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Dec 13, 2009, 7:20:58 PM12/13/09
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Hey.. I actually cheked it out.. And yes.. I do remeber those times and.. It was nice.. To have someone to talk. Someone who at least tried to understand. So if there's anything on your mind feel free to tell.. : ]

2009/12/13 Nicole Noxious <PunkGodd...@aim.com>

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xfuriousalfax

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Dec 13, 2009, 10:38:40 PM12/13/09
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Hey there!

(04:30 here)
Yeah, the only writers here anymore are spam robots... lol!
This is all due to people leaving the site and not wanting to fucking
post anymore. lazyness, actually!

What about a personal update? How we're feeling, etc...
I'll start.
Well, my life is quite good now. I've moved to another city, gotten
new friends, etc... And it's really fucking good! Oh, and you wouldn't
believe how satisfying my sex life is right now. A-ma-zin'. I've had
some problems with my girl/weirdrelationship but we're ok now. Of
course, she's not my ideal girl, but we'll see how that develops...
So what about you people?

Oh yep. Nicole, Caity's not using her gmail account anymore, I think.
And according to my computer, the last time she signed in in either
msn or aim was 11 weeks ago. Weird.
Actually, I sent he an email a couple days ago, but i don't think
she'll check her inbox. (Of course, I'm talking here about the HoE
people I knew best)

A big hug from rainy Europe.

Nicole Noxious

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Dec 14, 2009, 9:22:55 AM12/14/09
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Goodness I missed you guys. I suppose my life could be better.
Everything with Robby is well and finally fucking over. I meet this
new guys Danny Ganjvar. Hes persian too.:)
But he is six years older than me. I know he likes me but he's scared
to admit it to me. I finally told him how I felt and he didn't
respond. I went on later that night to get so drunk off my ass that I
called my guyfriends and told them I was going to commit suicide. I
obviously didn't. God I'm a joke now.

ana skrbinsek

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Dec 14, 2009, 12:52:38 PM12/14/09
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My life has gotten better. Really. I g oto university now and it's great.. Great people, great subjects, great professors.. But I have a problem.. I feel like those 13 year-old girls talking about this.. But I have fallen in love.. He's my.. Kind of a schoolmate. I know he likes me.. As a friend. And I think he's like to be something more.. but it's really confusing. when he's sober he acts normal towards me and when he's drunk he looks at me all the time and tells me stories (pinocchio.. He figured out that I like that..). And.. i hope that maybe you (one of you) could tell me what should I do.. Because I dont really know if I should do anything or just let it go.. And he's 8 years older than I am..

I really hope that other people will notice this.. So it will be like it was before.. I was really really happy when I saw an email from HoE : ]

2009/12/14 Nicole Noxious <PunkGodd...@aim.com>

Nicole Noxious

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Dec 14, 2009, 10:48:56 PM12/14/09
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So was I! Im soo glad you and I are having the same issue right now,
we can soo legit get it. The guy I'm talking to is 6 years older than
me and I know, like legit know, that he has feelings for me but since
Im fifteen and he's 21 he is kind of scared to admit it, which is
totally understandable but I finally fessed up to 'liking him' and I
would adore if he did the same. I, so far, am finding thats its been
best to just go with the flow and let whatever happens happen between
us, maybe it will be the same for you.:)

On Dec 14, 11:52 am, ana skrbinsek <ilovevampi...@gmail.com> wrote:
> My life has gotten better. Really. I g oto university now and it's great..
> Great people, great subjects, great professors.. But I have a problem.. I
> feel like those 13 year-old girls talking about this.. But I have fallen in
> love.. He's my.. Kind of a schoolmate. I know he likes me.. As a friend. And
> I think he's like to be something more.. but it's really confusing. when
> he's sober he acts normal towards me and when he's drunk he looks at me all
> the time and tells me stories (pinocchio.. He figured out that I like
> that..). And.. i hope that maybe you (one of you) could tell me what should
> I do.. Because I dont really know if I should do anything or just let it
> go.. And he's 8 years older than I am..
>
> I really hope that other people will notice this.. So it will be like it was
> before.. I was really really happy when I saw an email from HoE : ]
>
> 2009/12/14 Nicole Noxious <PunkGoddess54...@aim.com>
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ana skrbinsek

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Dec 15, 2009, 4:50:41 AM12/15/09
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Well.. I don't know.. I don't want to just.. Let it be.. I mean.. I think I should at lest let him know how I feel. I just don't know why.. It's hard.. He's my schoolmate and this means that I'll have to see him every day..  And I have a good feeling about this.. But I don't know what to do right now. I think I should ask him to..I don't know.. Have a cup of tea with me or something.. But I'm affraid of the reaction..And of that he might think that this is some kind of a social thingy for everyone.. Hmm.. I know that he hasn't got problems with dating younger girls. I know his ex-girlfriend and she's one year younger than I am.. I don't really know what to do at this point. It SO cofusing..

2009/12/15 Nicole Noxious <PunkGodd...@aim.com>

xfuriousalfax

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Dec 15, 2009, 6:56:16 AM12/15/09
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Hmm... You'll need to know if they like you enough to begin a
relationship, of course. There are no problem or taboos whatsoever if
a guy dates a younger girl. At least of they are both over 18... Which
makes your case, Nicole, a bit different but still normal. So don't
worry about that!
Again, the core of all this is normal he-loves-me-he-loves-me-not
shit.
I'd say tell them your feelings...

ana skrbinsek

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Dec 15, 2009, 9:01:04 AM12/15/09
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But.. What if he doesn't like me? He's my schoolmate.. I'll have to watch him every day for at least 4 years..

2009/12/15 xfuriousalfax <5minute...@gmail.com>

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xfuriousalfax

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Dec 15, 2009, 9:27:14 AM12/15/09
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The it'd be ok. Yeah, you could feel ashamed or something for a couple
of weeks, but that's it. You'd still be friends.


Lemme stress the importance of this, for both of you: You have to live
everyday like if it was the last one you had. No regrets. You never
know when the fun times are gonna be over. We're still young, and can
do anything that we want with our lives. 10 years down the line it
isn't gonna be like that anymore. I say play with all your cards on
the table, take every opportunity that you have in this life.

Cause this is the only life we get.

xfuriousalfax

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Dec 15, 2009, 9:31:00 AM12/15/09
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P.S: This is an extract from the lyrics of a song that I specially
like:

"I feel change don't know if it's them or me.
Hard going from a stanger to an old face, that's just out of place.
I feel stuck on fast-forward, and I'm passing the best parts all too
fast."

It more or less describes my life a couple of years ago. Now,
thankfully, I'm over with that shit.

Nicole Noxious

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Dec 15, 2009, 7:57:32 PM12/15/09
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Lyrics are good man. I already told Danny how I feel and he was a
little shocked, suprisingly, but he is still talking to me like
normal. But I dont have my phone charger and this is the first time
hes texted me first in 3 days and my phones dead and I KNOW because
right before it died I saw his messages and I couldnt reply so today
has been awful and all I can think about is him. And I wanna cry
because my parents are mad at me for asking them to take me to go pick
up my phone charger and I just wish i could tell my heart feels like
its being ripped out every second that I spend without hearing from
him but if I did they would just laugh and then yell at me for
exaggerating and then get even angrier cause hes so much older than
me.:( I just wanna hear his voice.:(

Nicole Noxious

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Dec 15, 2009, 8:00:47 PM12/15/09
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Oh and heres a snippet from a song about how Im feeling now if we're
gonna play this game.:/
"but they found me in the snow, icicles on all my clothes, surrounded
in the splinters of ten picket fences and ten perfect houses their
shattered and scattered all across the road, I stand and I look at the
wreckage around me and whistled and turned I start walking home, and
its back past the gardens and down through the tree to the clearing I
past out in before and I threw up my hands to admit my defeat when the
chemicals erupted once more..."

It describes my life now.

On Dec 15, 8:31 am, xfuriousalfax <5minutesofp...@gmail.com> wrote:

xfuriousalfax

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Dec 16, 2009, 6:48:24 AM12/16/09
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You just go get your charger... Fast! ;·P

Nicole Noxious

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Dec 16, 2009, 9:30:42 AM12/16/09
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Whewww. I did.:)

xfuriousalfax

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Dec 16, 2009, 9:51:38 AM12/16/09
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So how's lil' Nicky feeling now? :P

Nicole Noxious

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Dec 17, 2009, 6:16:40 PM12/17/09
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Muchhhh better.:)
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