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Br. Jerome Leo’s Daily Reflection on the Holy Rule
January 27, May 28, September 27
Chapter 7: On
Humility (13-18)
Let a man consider that God is always looking at him from heaven, that his
actions are everywhere visible to the divine eyes and are constantly being
reported to God by the Angels. This is what the Prophet shows us when he
represents God as ever present within our thoughts, in the words "Searcher
of minds and hearts is God" (Ps. 7:10) and again in the words "The
Lord knows the thoughts of men" (Ps. 93:11).
Again he says, "You have read my thoughts from afar" (Ps. 138:3) and
"The thoughts of people will confess to You" (Ps. 75:11). In order
that he may be careful about his wrongful thoughts, therefore, let the faithful
brother say constantly in his heart, "Then shall I be spotless before Him,
if I have kept myself from my iniquity" (Ps.17:24).
REFLECTION
One
of the things I always wanted to get for Dame Maggie, my late cat, was a bird
feeder that I saw. Picture an air conditioner put in a window backwards, with
the protrusion inside. It was like that, but rather like an aquarium made of
one way mirrors. The birds, all unwitting, came INSIDE to dine in that mirrored
cube and I'll bet she would have loved it. Alas, the price was out of the
question.
Ah, how like those birds we are! Unfortunately, we CAN afford the cubes of
mirrored walls all too easily: we create them ourselves, with our own illusions
and ignorance and forgetfulness. We live and move in the falsity that we are
unobserved. We forget altogether that God and His angels see us in every
moment, in every place.
Ever look over your shoulder to see if the boss was around? Ever relax because
your parent or spouse was gone to the store and you had at least an hour of
privacy? Most of us have. Kids behave differently, a LOT differently, when the
teacher is out of the classroom or has turned away from them. We are
conditioned to monitor our behavior according to who is or is not present.
The big-time difference with our loving God is that He is always in the office,
never leaves the classroom, and never goes to the store. Faced with that truth,
we defend ourselves with the only foolish thing we have left: forgetfulness of
His presence. Well, sorry, beloveds, but it is false.
He doesn't leave. He's always there. The spiritual world is all about us at
every second, every instant. We would rather not credit the fact, perhaps, but
that in no way makes it otherwise. It's a big mistake to think of the
omnipresence of God as outdated, as something that happened "back
then" but not now. That omnipresence never changes.
Now, what is all this doing in a chapter on humility? Easy! We can be proud if
we think we are not found out. The child who deals with a teacher who hasn't
seen is a very different kid from the one who has been caught! We are hopefully
humble if we admit we have been caught.
We have to remember that nothing happens in secret and, having said that, that
our track record is hardly so sterling as the one we would like to present to
the world. Humility is truth, truth is the correct accordance of the mind with
reality, and the reality is that we all fall regularly! Thanks be to God for
His Divine Mercy for us!
Ever hear married folks talk about things they quit doing when no longer
single? They thought they were alone before! Ever have the illusion of privacy
yourself, with the door firmly closed? Ha! Thought you were alone, didn't you?
Sigh... it is so deep in us! We are never really alone, God and His angels are
always watching. The purpose here is to get us more in tune with reality and
the reality is that we could always be better. So here comes conversion of
manners, that other Benedictine vow: we must never stop striving to be better.
Face it, m'dears, we live and move and have our being in the banquet hall of
the greatest King. Whether we credit that or not, it is so.
Br. Jerome Leo Hughes, OSB (RIP)