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Br. Jerome Leo’s Daily Reflection on the Holy Rule
April 8, August 8,
December 8
Chapter 55: On the Clothes and Shoes of the Brethren (15-22)
For
bedding let this suffice: a mattress, a blanket, a coverlet and a pillow. The
beds, moreover, are to be examined frequently by the Abbot, to see if any
private property be found in them. If anyone should be found to have something
that he did not receive from the Abbot, let him undergo the most severe
discipline. And in order that this vice of private ownership may be cut out by
the roots, the Abbot should provide all the necessary articles: cowl, tunic,
stockings, shoes, belt, knife, stylus, needle, handkerchief, writing tablets;
that all pretext of need may be taken away. Yet the Abbot should always keep in
mind the sentence from the Acts of the Apostles that "distribution was
made to each according as anyone had need" (Acts 4:35). In this manner,
therefore, let the Abbot consider weaknesses of the needy and not the ill-will
of the envious. But in all his decisions let him think about the retribution of
God.
REFLECTION
There is a tendency, both within the cloister
and without, to hunt for
dramatic ascetic practices, while ignoring the truly more difficult matters
that lack the fanfare. Lights! Camera! Action! We must always be
wary of the Nora Desmonds of our hearts, who are always willing to say, a la
Sunset Boulevard: "I'm ready for my close- up now, Mr. DeMille." How we do
love to star, even at self- abnegation... Sigh...
Well, there
are two bad pieces of news for Ms. Desmond et al. First the penances we
choose are usually not the most effective ones. The best ones are
imposed by God or our situation of daily duty and they become tremendous
means of grace when we patiently embrace them. Second, the ones we do choose can be
terrible risks for pride, which undoes our efforts so insidiously.
What on
earth does this have to do with the current chapter? Easy - and very, very
hard, too! The great ascesis here is to aim at limiting ourselves to "all the
necessary articles." There is a challenge here for everyone from
Abbot Primate to newest Oblate novice. It is a challenge most of us shall likely
never meet fully in life, so it is something we can always be profitably picking at!
Do you know
anyone at all, in any vocation, who has nothing beyond what they need? I
have known a few; alas I cannot say it of myself. I think this is an area where we
can all look at a challenging and grace-filled ascetic struggle that is placed
on us by the Holy Rule.
Down-sizing
actually feels great, once one gets over the consumerist terror of doing
so! One will quickly find that, in this area, less really *IS* more,
(unlike poetry and art, architecture and liturgy, alas...!
Minimalism there gets old fast...) We become freer when we let go of things
which hold us more than we realize.
We can get
buried in things we are saving to complete unfinalized plans that will
never come to fruition, and while we save them, we are disheartened
by our own failure to use them. Jettison, m'dears, jettison. As one
Desert Father used to say to the brethren, "Flee, brothers,
flee!" so do I say: "Jettison!"
This has
the further charm of fitting well into a depressive's inertia, too. Recall how I
told you about that resolution to make three things, no matter how tiny,
better each day? Works here, too! And you will often find to your delight that the
trip to dumpster or thrift shop donation includes 7, 8, or more things!
Keep
chipping away and the mountain of our false hearts' desires, beloveds. And one
day may all those chips be ground to sand and may we stand together
on a beach of level, smooth grains of sand, confronted by nothing but the
dazzling ocean of God's unfathomable mercy and love!
Br. Jerome Leo Hughes, OSB (RIP)