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Br. Jerome Leo’s Daily Reflection on the Holy Rule
March 25, July 25,
November 24
Chapter 45: On Those Who Make Mistakes in the Oratory
When anyone has made a mistake while reciting a Psalm, a responsory, an
antiphon or a lesson, if he does not humble himself there before all by making
a satisfaction, let him undergo a greater punishment because he would not
correct by humility what he did wrong through carelessness. But boys for such
faults shall be whipped.
REFLECTION
This chapter bears the key to Benedictine community and mercy: the offender is
willing, perhaps even eager at times, to humble himself after a fault, without
any prompting, before any action is taken from superiors. Contrast this with
those who resist ardently the slightest correction and you will quickly see
what such behavior indicates! The hallmarks of our Order are humility and
obedience.
OK, another little slice of monastery life here! Brother Isidore is Canadian,
and runs very true to the stereotypical Canadian politeness and reticence we
Statesiders often tease him about. Brother joins in this fun with a lot of good
humour. (Please note British Commonwealth spelling preferences here, a token
offering!) One of his favourite lines of jest is: "I'm sorry, it was my
fault." This is best repeated while striking his breast, after a glaringly
obvious gaff by the OTHER party, and all enjoy a laugh.
We follow the custom of kneeling in choir when one makes an audible mistake
here. Brother Isidore used to sit in my row. On more than one waggish occasion,
I have been known to comment that, if one wants to have a little fun in choir,
all one needs to do is make a mistake, act like nothing happened, and wait for
the Canadian to kneel. Oh, well, it's a joke we all liked - even Brother
Isidore!
The kneeling is just a way to say "I'm sorry" to the group. It also
has some (though by no means a total) deterrent effect. Many are the days when
I kneel for the third time in one Office hour and just think: "Why don't I
just STAY on my knees for the duration?" It can be funny, too. Hear a big
gaff and watch 2/3 of a row kneel after the verse is finished. On the other
hand, I often - though not always, alas - try not to look at who kneels. I can
assure you, from the many times I kneel myself, I find merit in the practice
every time. Honestly and truthfully admitting gaffs can be a source of great
growth.
And there's the key for all of us who are NOT in choir. Admit your mistakes,
own up, and apologize. These common courtesies are very Christ-like and are
very, very rare in our world today. Modern people can have such a distorted
view of their own impeccability. When we admit ours, we throw a compelling
image of Christ into that secular morass. It may be just throwing bread on the
waters, but we never know whom our truthful admissions may touch and lead to
God.
Br.
Jerome Leo Hughes, OSB (RIP)