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Br. Jerome Leo’s Daily Reflection on the Holy Rule
January 22, May 23, September 22
Chapter 5: On
Obedience (1-13)
The first degree of humility is obedience without delay. This is the virtue of
those who hold nothing dearer to them than Christ; who because of the holy
service they have professed, and the fear of hell, and the glory of life
everlasting, as soon as anything has been ordered by the Superior, receive it
as a divine command and cannot suffer any delay in executing it. Of these the
Lord says, "As soon as he heard, he obeyed Me" (Ps.17:45). And again
to teachers He says, "He who hears you, hears Me" (Luke 10:16).
Such as these, therefore, immediately leaving their own affairs and forsaking
their own will, dropping the work they were engaged on and leaving it
unfinished, with the ready step of obedience follow up with their deeds the
voice of him who commands. And so as it were at the same moment the master's
command is given and the disciple's work is completed, the two things being
speedily accomplished together in the swiftness of the fear of God by those who
are moved with the desire of attaining life everlasting. That desire is their
motive for choosing the narrow way, of which the Lord says, "Narrow is the
way that leads to life" (Matt. 7:14), so that, not living according to
their own choice nor obeying their own desires and pleasures but walking by
another's judgment and command, they dwell in monasteries and desire to have an
Abbot over them. Assuredly such as these are living up to that maxim of the
Lord in which He says, "I have come not to do My own will, but the will of
Him who sent Me" (John 6:38).
REFLECTION
Ever wonder
what was so great about obedience? What is so hot about dumping our own wills?
Sometimes our wills are innocent, sometimes they're even downright good. Let's
be truthful, sometimes our own wills seem even better than the choices
presented to us by other circumstances. What gives?
Good
rhetorical question that: what GIVES. Genuine obedience is a gift, to God
and to all His people. Make the monastic better and you have made the
home or monastery better, and so the neighborhood, the city, the state and
onwards to the whole world. We forget the ripple effect, because we cannot
clearly see it. We are not giving that gift to falsehood, but to truth. If we
look at particle physics, it is very true that what we do with our hearts
really DOES affect the whole universe.
Our
self-gift of obedience heightens truth in the world, and Jesus is the Truth.
There is a very incarnational aspect of obedience. Like Mary, we are, in
our own halt and lame, partial ways, birthing God. In our actions
today, Christ can become visibly human in us, in our tiniest drop of
fresh water, the sea becomes less salty, the desert, less dry. No one
can make the Sahara a rain forest alone, and God knows that, but He wants us to
try, to be part of the solution, not the problem. Enough drops together
would make the Sahara bloom.
Obedience
and humility are conjoined twins which share one heart: both will die if
they are separated. Humility, in its healthiest perfection, is truth and that truth
births bits of God into the world, confetti mosaics that the wind of the Spirit can blow
into fuller,
more accurate portraits. Yes, humility is the most often mentioned of
connections, but the root of humility is truth and the root of truth is
God. Obedience without humility would be no better than a fascist troop’s
lockstep.
Some of us
spend large portions of our lives carefully building a false self, who
lives in a false world, with matching false imperatives. Merton speaks of this
false self again and again. One goal of monastic struggle is to uncover and
nurture the TRUE self, the true world view and values. We often cheerfully ignore
the real imperatives of God and life, substituting our own and elevating them
to a level
they truthfully (literally!) do not deserve. It's a moral displacement
activity. We fail altogether in one area, so we compensate by raising another.
Trouble is, the other one raised is so often false, or made false by its unjust
elevation. Sigh... It becomes a vicious circle.
Give a good
parent a critically ill child and you will find out what's true or
important in a hurry. Everything gets dropped at once, without
hesitation or care. Everything. Give a single person a really bad case of the
flu and you will soon find imperatives pared to very few. (The flu or
any illness is a superlative teacher: if it doesn't matter when
you're that sick, it often doesn't matter, period!)
See what
obedience points us toward? Obedience says: here is Jesus, the Truth. Embrace
Him now, don't wait for the threatened child or the ghastly flu to scare you
into appropriate action. The Truth Whom we sometimes only see in crisis is
here all along. Keep what you have learned from crisis. Live it all the time.
Make it a gift, because it is one that will enrich others and yourself!
Br. Jerome Leo Hughes, OSB (RIP)