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Br. Jerome Leo’s Daily Reflection on the Holy Rule
January 27, May 28, September 27
Chapter 7: On
Humility (13-18)
Let a man consider that God is always looking at him from heaven, that his
actions are everywhere visible to the divine eyes and are constantly being
reported to God by the Angels. This is what the Prophet shows us when he
represents God as ever present within our thoughts, in the words "Searcher
of minds and hearts is God" (Ps. 7:10) and again in the words "The
Lord knows the thoughts of men" (Ps. 93:11).
Again he says, "You have read my thoughts from afar" (Ps. 138:3) and
"The thoughts of people will confess to You" (Ps. 75:11). In order
that he may be careful about his wrongful thoughts, therefore, let the faithful
brother say constantly in his heart, "Then shall I be spotless before Him,
if I have kept myself from my iniquity" (Ps.17:24).
REFLECTION
Most of us
try to keep our worst secrets and flaws hidden from others, it's only
natural. Therein lies the problem: it's ONLY natural, and we are called to the
supernatural. We LIKE to be liked, that's no secret, but in order to be liked
we try to make a secret of our seamier sides.
We cannot
fool God at all. Our false self is ashes before Him. If we think He sees
only what we project, we have a long, long battle ahead of us. I hope it
is true of all of us that at least some of that false self falls away when we are
alone with God. The more we learn to see ourselves as truthfully and adequately as
He sees us, the closer we come to genuine humility.
What the
Holy Rule is telling us is that our false self is ashes EVERYWHERE, that
the only truth, the only self is the one seen by God. God is infinite and
omniscient and we are not. We must, however, strain our eyes to see every bit we
can, seeing ever more and more of our truth until death calls us home for a complete
view. Catholic
that I am, I'll bet that when many get that complete view, they will be MOST
relieved to jump into purgatory for a hopefully quick shower before the
feast!
The false
self might work sometimes. False things generally do for a while, it's Satan's
way of fooling us. It might actually reach some truly out of touch people, or
some who have only a fleeting exposure. It does not work, nor does any false
thing, in the long run. Some people may be helped in spite of our efforts, but
to be really effective, we must be really true, really transparent. We must stand
before others as we stand before God if we deeply want to bear real fruit.
Nearly
1,500 years ago, St. Benedict called us all to humility, to the truth that
St. Thomas Aquinas defined as: "the agreement of the mind with
reality." Amen! That was the truth he wished us to present to ourselves and
to the world, as best we could. The closer we get to extinguishing the
false self in every arena, the closer we are to God. The closer we are to God, the
greater good we can accomplish for His Body, His people.
Br. Jerome Leo Hughes, OSB (RIP)