whats the deal/uti.dirty fingers, needs revised

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Today I had it with everything and was ready to die. For two weeks I
have been late on rent and wouldnt you know it, for the first time in
my life I DO NOT make the money. To make things worse I have been in
more than the regular constant pain I am in and after peeing on a
strip today found out I have a raging UTI and have had for
months.Terrible to find out you've been suffering and hot flashes were
actually fevers, and backaches were actually your kidneys screaming.
See, I can never tell because I have interstitial cystitis of the
bladder and it ALWAYS hurts. I have a bad back and THAT ALWAYS hurts.
Ironically, Those are the two main symptoms of uti... so the only
way for me to find out is to piss on the stick. I sit here crying,
cant believe I am being put through this much pain again... about how
my life sucks. I can't believe I am sick again, but i know who did it
to me, the exact moment.When a lady asks you to wash your hands before
an appt and let her know if you;re going to please her with a soft
gentle finger insertion she can expect the finger all is well. When
you come in with dirty hands (even just regular finger germs) and
rudely ram a finger up inside of me with no warning cleaning or
nothing , it is guaranteed I will get a uti or bladder malady of some
sort. It's also rude. I was so mad at the accumulation of all my
problems AND this particular gentleman that....
I said a prayer to God, my spiritual guide and De Virgen and
received an almost immediate answer. Things are not happening to me
for no reason. I cant know what reason lies behind it. Sure it sucks i
couldnt come up with rent money , but this is teaching me to
save ,save save. Sure I am sick again with the same thing i have been
sick with offf and on with for all of my life; but see i am in the
system now and another trip to the hospital to document yet another
infection can only help me along in my case to get medicaid , which is
just beginning.Along with my other medical problems it is imperative
to document everything.SO i guess I neede this sickness. I am not
looking forward to going back to the hospital tomorrow. For right now
I took care of the temp pain myself as best I can.I 've made some
holistic teas and and downing water. It sucks because most times I
get a uti is because some jerk off during an appt rudely shoves a
dirty, dry finger in my pussy without asking. first of all, a pussy
must be wet for such immediate and deep plunging. Second, you should
cut your nails and third... I have a sensitive bladder unlike other
girls..its ulcerated...... a simple fingering from your dirty finger
on them might have no effect, but a callously inserted dirty finger on
me means certains UTI and pain and 200$ in medication.. I ask people
not to do this. I ask that if they do they give me warning and more
then anything scrub up their hands prior to a romp with the
antibacterial soap i provide along with hand sanitiser. It just seems
rudimentary. Any orifice on the body you are going to stick something
in,the object should be washed and cleaned. Whats the deal ?