Miracle heart healing

[Margarito Perez]

Jamie and Michelle,

Thank you for the awesome sermon and prayer today.  As I tried to articulate through the tears, Michelle, Jesus is stirring in me like never before.

While others are being healed in more of the traditional sense (back problems, sore shoulders), I literally feel my heart and brain chemistry changing.

The guilt, shame and feelings of self hatred are melting away and I'm feeling empowerment that is overwhelming. It is absolutely terrifying and exciting at the same time. A big part of it is coming to terms and accepting myself completely....including the big gay issue that has tormented me so long.

Jordan Seng really spoke to this in his Sunday sermon a few weeks ago with his story of the Korean lesbian woman.

God has also affected me through a new documentary called "BRIDEGROOM".  I feel so strongly about the message and its potential for healing that I would ask you to consider watching it and sharing your feedback.  It's especially relevant, I think, as we go into the new year's 'tough questions'.

I'm including a link to the original YouTube video that eventually snowballed into the documentary produced by Lind Bloodwooth.

http://youtu.be/pR9gyloyOjM

www.bridegroommovie.com (documentary)

The miracle healing has put me in a place of now wanting someone to share my life with..who I can actually show love and, more importantly, accept it without the tainted, frozen heart buried in abuse, sadness and fear. I've never been here before. Meantime, God is showing me that Jesus is my 'bridegroom' and to trust him and love him in the way I would want to love a partner. Who knows what might happen? Tough question.

Thank you, again, for your consideration and love....look forward to continuing this journey with my Coast family.

M.G.