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Tulsidasji sent a reply: "Abandon those who cannot
understand you and who do not worship Rama or Syama, even though they are
your dearest relatives. Prahlada abandoned his father; Vibhishana left his
brother Ravana; Bharata deserted his stepmother; Bali forsooeven his Guru;
the Gopasthrees, the women of Vraja, disowned their husbands to get to
their Krishna. Their lives were all the happier for having done so. The
relation with God and the love of God are the only elements that are true
and eternal; all other relationships are unreal and temporary". Meera met
up once again with her Guru and mentor Raidas, who is said to have lived
to a ripe age of 118 years. She went into the slums often to be in the
satsang of this great teacher. This was the impetus and inspiration behind
the many queries and controversies that she raised about Kulam in her
songs.
The turning point in Meerabai’s life
occurred when once Akbar and his court musician Tansen came in disguise to
Chittor to hear Meera’s devotional and inspiring songs. Both entered the
temple and listened to Meera’s soul - stirring songs to their heart’s
content. Before he departed, he touched the holy feet of Meera and placed
a necklace of priceless gems in front of the idol as a present. Somehow
the news reached the KumbhaRana that Akbar had entered the sacred temple
in disguise, touched the feet of Meerabai and even presented her a
necklace. The Rana became furious. He told Meerabai, "Drown yourself in
the river and never show your face to the world in future. You have
brought great disgrace on my family".
Meerabai obeyed the words of King. She
proceeded to the river to drown herself. The names of the Lord "Govinda,
Giridhari, Gopala" were always on her lips. She sang and danced in ecstasy
on her way to the river. When she raised her feet from the ground, a hand
from behind grasped her and embraced her. She turned behind and saw her
beloved Giridhari. She fainted on him. After a few minutes she opened her
eyes. Lord Krishna smiled and gently whispered: "My dear Meera, your life
with your mortal relatives is over now. You are absolutely free. Be
cheerful. You are and have always been mine."
Meera walked barefoot on the hot sandy
beds of Rajasthan. On her way, many ladies, children and devotees received
her with great hospitality. She reached Brindavan (or Vrindaban). It was
at Brindavan that she again met and was inspired by Sant Raidas. She went
about Brindavan doing Oonchavritti and worshipped in the Govinda Mandir
which has since become famous and is now a great place of pilgrimage for
devotees from all over the world.
A repentant Kumbha came to Vrindavan to
see Meera and prayed that he may be forgiven for all his previous wrongs
and cruel deeds. He begged that Meera return to the kingdom and was assume
her role as the queen once more. Meera said to Rana that Krishna is only
one King and my life belongs to him. The KumbhaRana, for the first time,
truly understood Meera’s exalted state of mind and prostrated before her
in reverence. He then promptly left Vrindavan a changed soul.
Jiva Gosain was the head of the
Vaishnavites in Brindavan. Meera wanted to have Darshan of Jiva Gosain. He
declined to see her. He sent word to Meera that he would not allow any
woman in his presence. Mirabai retorted: "Everybody in Brindavan is a
woman. Only Giridhar Gopala is Purusha. Today only I have come to know
that there is another Purusha besides Krishna in Brindavan". Jiva Gosain
was put to shame. He at once went to see Meera and paid her due
respects.
Meera’s fame spread far and wide. She was
immersed in satsang day in and out. At the request of KumbhaRana, Meera
returned to Mewar and Kumbha agreed to her request that she would reside
in the temple of Krishna but would not restrict her movements and
wanderings. From Mewar, she once again returned to Brindavan, and then
went on to Dwaraka. The King went with her.
On Krishna’s Janmashtami at the temple of
Krishna. There was much happiness all around in the abode of the Lord. The
light of the lamps, the sound of the bhajans and the energy from the
devotees’ ecstacy were filling the air. With Tamburi in one hand and
cymbals or chipla in the other the great tapasvini was singing
ecstatically with her Gopala smiling in front of her closed eyes. Meera
stood up and danced with her song ‘Mere Janama Maran ke sathee’, and when
the song ended, Kumbha gently approached her and requested her to come
back. Meera said, ‘Ranaji, the body is yours and you are a great devotee,
but my mind, emotions and the soul are all his. I do not know what use am
I to you at this state of mind’. Kumbha was moved and he started singing
with her in unison. Meera rose up abruptly, stumbled and fell at the
flowers on the feet of Giridhari. ‘Oh, Giridhari, are you calling me, I am
coming’. When Kumbha and the rest were watching in awe, there was a
lightning which enveloped Meera and the sanctum doors closed on their own.
When the doors opened again, Meera’s saree was enveloping Lord Krishna’s
idol and her voice and the flute accompaniment were the only sounds that
could be heard.
So many princesses and queens have come
and gone. So many princesses, and queens have appeared on the stage of
this world and vanished. How is it that the queen of Chittor alone is
still remembered? Is this on account of her beauty? Is this on account of
her poetic skill? No. It is on account of her renunciation, single-minded
devotion to Lord Krishna and the self-realization. She conversed with
Krishna. She ate with Krishna, her Beloved. She drank the
Krishna-premarasa. She sang from the core of her heart about her unique
spiritual experiences. She was indeed one of the foremost embodiments of
Premabhakthi that ever walked on earth.
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