life sucks

[crazybitch]

Hey the world is geting alot better for me the past few days and it
made me realize that i need to be a better person and to put the past
behind me and move on. I have been hang out with my old friends that i
though hated me alot but know they didnt they treat me really good and
i miss hanging out with them but not anymore we hang out all the time
and have a good time. I thought that my ex boy friend that is in the
group would hate me but know he does not he gave me a hug and kiss and
told me that he missed me alot and will do anything for me. I am
geting a little bite jelouis beccause he is dating someone else but i
will get over it. I miss my ex boy friend my recent one alot and i
want to date him all over and i hope that he comes back to me soon
well as soon as he can. I am not crazy for thinking like this but i do
and that is the way that i really feel. I love him and i dont know
what went wrong but hanging out with the wrong friends. I should have
listened to my recent ex boy friend about my friends that i was
hanging out withbut not anymore. I am tired of people messing up my
life I am going to do what is best for me and not everyone else. I
have got to move on and that is what i am going to do. I will talk to
you later bye.