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bowerygirl
Nov 17, 2009, 10:20:28 AM11/17/09
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i know i fkn know !! iappreciate all ur candor, coxy not mean atall
ima straitshooter always so i depend on that to get thru the harsh
times cuz i knw im the typethat falls easy intoheadtraps. im tryn me
besthere i told the parents i cant be trusted to walk to the store
alone rite now, cuz i knw its the truth, sad to say..cant go to a
meetn yet cuz I AM that girl that will walk in and find the ONE person
i can drag down to find what i want..i know this about meself and
imnot proud of it an im for the firsttime actually ashamed im that
poisonous n determined when i wanna get high but turn into a useless
angry lump of anxiety when real life is in front of me....feel
crippled mentally. in 24hr period i have 5 minutes of clarity...thats
what im holding on to rite now mfk, im curious what u mean by white
knuckle bein rude?? that i was all into doin it? dude i was fkn lit
outta me head when i planned that trip..woke up there at 1am after
arriving at 10pm same nite like wtf did i do to meself!!!lols that
stuff stillgives me the gags thnkn about it...pls guys no holds barred
here with me..i need to hear it when u wanna spill.
thanxs jenni the bowerygirl
whohas noproblemtellin u guys yea
ima straitshooter always so i depend on that to get thru the harsh
times cuz i knw im the typethat falls easy intoheadtraps. im tryn me
besthere i told the parents i cant be trusted to walk to the store
alone rite now, cuz i knw its the truth, sad to say..cant go to a
meetn yet cuz I AM that girl that will walk in and find the ONE person
i can drag down to find what i want..i know this about meself and
imnot proud of it an im for the firsttime actually ashamed im that
poisonous n determined when i wanna get high but turn into a useless
angry lump of anxiety when real life is in front of me....feel
crippled mentally. in 24hr period i have 5 minutes of clarity...thats
what im holding on to rite now mfk, im curious what u mean by white
knuckle bein rude?? that i was all into doin it? dude i was fkn lit
outta me head when i planned that trip..woke up there at 1am after
arriving at 10pm same nite like wtf did i do to meself!!!lols that
stuff stillgives me the gags thnkn about it...pls guys no holds barred
here with me..i need to hear it when u wanna spill.
thanxs jenni the bowerygirl
whohas noproblemtellin u guys yea
metalface from kent
Nov 17, 2009, 4:24:49 PM11/17/09
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Hey Bowery-I'm going right back!! Remember when you woz first
considering and you really didn't fancy the Vomiting 'trip' and I said
you'd be OK and you went 'into one'?? Remember I sent you that little
movie? Thats what I was talking about-dont worry about it.I only
mentioned it cos you're way past that stage now!
Forza!! (if you dont know what that means-ask the neighbours!-tee hee)
mfk
considering and you really didn't fancy the Vomiting 'trip' and I said
you'd be OK and you went 'into one'?? Remember I sent you that little
movie? Thats what I was talking about-dont worry about it.I only
mentioned it cos you're way past that stage now!
Forza!! (if you dont know what that means-ask the neighbours!-tee hee)
mfk
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