Hello Sherry,
The card that I drew for you was The Hierophant. You seem to be following the rules in life. And part of you does not like it. You long to break free.
Source tells me that you should look into your heart to see what you really want to do in life. Are you spending your time according to your values? Or are you doing what others expect you to do?
You live in a society with rules that you feel you must follow. For example, you feel like you have to be a certain way in order to be accepted by some people, you must follow the rules to be a functioning member of society.
Know that you can create your own rules and live life according to how you want to live it.
Feel free to reply if this reading was helpful to you.