Short version:
1. Thanks Everyone!
2. Am I really that loud?
3. Is my voice really that obnoxious?
4. My break is a vocal discontinuity the size of a small canyon. I'll
try to sing treble though!
5. Please tell me if you hear me singing and my voice is obnoxious
6. I'm not sure this one admits summary, but roughly, what can we
learn from third wave feminism?
Long version (and it really is exceptionally long):
Thanks Everyone, for your support and great thoughts and discussion.
I've certainly learned a few things and have a better idea how to
proceed with respect
this weekend.
There were a few points made that I wanted to respond to briefly
(mostly to talk about how I feel they relate to me personally), and
also a couple of questions (one very lengthy, philosophical one) which
I am wondering about. In particular I'd like to thank Jennie and Mary,
I know that in on-line discussions it can be especially difficult to
discuss opposing views and I really appreciate you taking the effort
to do so here. My original questions have really been answered (how to
proceed in a polite and respectful way, what the range of opinions on
this subject are), but being of an analytical bent of mind, I'd like
to "troubleshoot" a little, and dig into some of the issues and
questions raised.
First, responses:
I perceive myself as relatively quiet when I sing alto (especially
relative to when I sing Bass or Tenor in my chest voice), so I'm
somewhat surprised at the claim that my singing alto would be able to
either drown out nearby altos or throw off intonation in other
sections, especially in the context of a 200-strong singing where
everyone is doing their best to sing their very lungs out.
My perception of the sacred harp tradition is that everyone just
sings, without much regard to
the niceties of conventional choral music such as vowel matching,
timbre matching, or
even to a certain extent, intonation. Certainly at any singing there
is a core group of singers
(usually the front bench) who's pitch is very good, but past that
pitch (at every singing I've attended or heard a recording of) is at
best approximate, and I can't really see really subtle things like
timbre and overtone matching being detectable, outside of fairly
extreme cases (perhaps a man who could sing the alto part in his chest
voice would be such an extreme case, but falsetto users like myself
can actually blend quite well in timbre and tone with female voices).
It sounds like Jennie in particular has personal experience which
directly contradicts my preconceived notions however, and it is the
case that I've been able to hear individual singers on other benches
who didn't blend before, so I'm probably off-base about all this :-)
Regarding difference between male and female alto tone, I'm not sure
we are talking about the same thing. When I sing alto, I try
(unsuccessfully, of course) to sound like the male altos in this
recording:
http://grooveshark.com/s/David+s+Lamentation/211jkQ?src=5
Rather than the male altos in this recording:
http://grooveshark.com/s/Stayin+Alive/34t5Mb?src=5
And certainly don't sing alto as a male tenor with a high range might.
Is that tone (as represented in the first recording above) really so
different from the sacred harp female alto timbre? To my ear it is
more similar
than (for example) a conventional classical alto is to a sacred harp alto.
Thanks for all the offers of advice on how to deal with a break! I'm
sure I'll spend some time on the treble bench trying to learn the ways
of the male treble. Don't be surprised if I retreat in defeat however,
I have been dealing with this break of mine for 15 years now, and
talked to numerous voice instructors and choir directors about it. My
particular break is one of the nastiest I've heard about; if I sweep
my voice up from my low range to my high range it skips an _entire
minor 7th_ when passing over my break (a fun party trick among
singers, as well as a boon to my yodeling career but otherwise
inconvenient).
My understanding is that this is a fairly common thing among basses
(who also tend to have much stronger falsettos than tenors), and
uncommon among male tenors and women in general (who typically are
blessed with a continuous, if perhaps bumpy transition from chest to
head voices).
Next, Questions:
If I do work up the courage to sing in one of the back rows of altos,
would any of y'all who notice cast an ear in my direction and take
note of any sort of tonal or intonational mismatch I induce and then
let me know at the next break? Blend is something that can be learned
and altered, and I do dearly love singing alto and am happy to
practice to improve my blend.
Second and finally: here comes the lengthy philosophical question, so
if you don't want to listen to me go in depth on the way I feel third
wave feminism is relevant to questions of this nature to build up my
question properly, or if you don't want to hear about the
deconstruction of traditional gender norms, best stop reading.
One of the central tenants of Third wave feminism is that the dream of
equality for all people isn't served by perpetuating a rigid gender
dichotomy. Gender is essentially a societally imposed construct (see,
for example, the more fluid notions of gender in east Asian and
pacific islander communities), and even biological gender is more of a
spectrum than a dichotomy. Preserving this gender dichotomy can at
best result in a separate-but-equal approach to gender, which history
would indicate is problematic.
Singing and voice parts is something with strong gender overtones (pun
not intended!) in our modern society, and men are discouraged from
"singing the girl's parts". In the same way, men are discouraged from
wearing clothing associated with femininity, and insulting and foul
language associated with weakness and submission are associated with
women (language I won't repeat here).
Ultimately removing the stigma from womanhood itself is the eventual
goal, but normalizing non-traditional performative gender
presentations such as men singing traditionally women's vocal parts
and women singing traditionally male vocal parts is certainly not a
thing opposed to that goal.
(Similarly, there was a time when I was an undergraduate where I would
wear a floral skirt once or twice a month and when challenged, would
respond (in the words of Iggy Pop) "I'm not ashamed to dress 'like a
woman' because I don't think it's shameful to be a woman").
So anyhow, it was with some dismay that I learned in doing what I
thought was a generally positive thing (embracing my own
nonconformance to the gender binary) I was (unknowingly) violating a
safe space for women (the alto bench). In the same moment I felt hurt
(on account of my own gender being policed and dichotomized) and
guilty (for invading the safe space as a generally pretty damn
privileged person).
At an intellectual level, however, the question remains in my mind: is
the intentional formation of designated "women only" zones ultimately
helpful to the feminist cause?
How does the fact that this zone is the alto bench (the last part to
be written, missing from some tunes, and often less melodiously
interesting than the other parts) contribute to this?
I think Jennie's point that a man might wait to be invited to the alto
bench is really on point here, regardless of the answer to the above
question, as a male-presenting individual I enjoy a degree of
privilege I definitely shouldn't use to "colonize" the alto section
(especially the front bench, although that's not something I'd even
contemplated).
At the same time, perpetuating a culture of separation like this
seems potentially (as Dan pointed out) actively hurtful to folks who
don't hew to the gender binary.
Anyhow, that's a lot of text, if you made it this far, thanks for reading! :-)
See many of you tomorrow!
-Matthew
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