WOW I Second the first three paragraphs I read. I'm to tired atm to parse this in the way it deserves, but anecditally, just before this text I was explaining my physics-cosmology philosophy on the nature of function and number if dimensions. I kid you not just 20 min. Ago!!!
Glad MT's found that peave that passes understanding in his playing his music. And yes, the sun's been FREAKING me out lately-thought it was just me.
And the shoet of the lomg for now as I'm super tired but this week has LITERALLY like living in an eepiside of the twiLlight zone. No joke. Quick example, I was engaged back in 1991-1994 and though mental reason compatability overuled both physical and mental so when this uber hot half brazillian rich girl. That attended my mini ivy league undergrad school (ie-i had a logic prof in emeritus and I "whined to him that he gave me only a B+ as I got two ver complex syllogisms partly wrong. He blinked his 86 year old wrinkled eyes -had a bizzare name DR. Scarrow (for a philosophy prof-was real into Kant but my fellow "philo heads" just couldn't help chuckle as EVERYTIME HE SAID "KANT" in his German intonation it was prnounced with a firmstoutness to the monosyllabic word but he pronounced it so it sound just like he was saying "Cunt" everytime in that coarse German."CUNT POSITS THAT THE TRUE TEST OF DIVE FORM OF MORALITY LIES WITHIN ONES ONE HEAT WHEN YOU ASK IT THE QUESTION AT HAND. CUNT WOULD RELY HEAVIILY ON HIS HEART IN HIS PROOFS. CUNT IS THE BEST EVER." OMG itwas so hard not to laugh wirh that stern germabic accent and to take him seriously let alone read a 600pg TOME on "Ethics" or "Justice" each week over a ten week class studing the "ins and outs of the Cunt!" I mean it was worse than sropping the F-bomb and at a 20k ayear (4-10 week terms a year-no breaks- each term crdentialed the sane as a senester schools single class over half the year not teneffing weeks. Read all day and night literally-tripping balls off all weekend long just to blow off steam from reading 20 books written all by original authors during one single week as wed take 4-5 classes a term-more than most my friends took per semester. I was even dumb ebough to overload not once but TWICE. 20 Credits (no fluff classes) in ten weeks. I got a 4.0 btw during overloads (very rare to do they tried to pleade with me not to attempt it) but however, in the end they were right, that many heavy concepts aren't meant for a 20 year old to digest. It made Owsley's sparkler firework show when I closed my mind, or the epipthany Owsleys LD-50 hammered your brain with by removing all inhibition between synapses in cellual communication. Instant karma if you will-i know sounds like BS, but those 10 week 20 credit no break quarters literally have permanently fried parts of my parietal and frontal lobes from a forrm of mental torture and overuse no matter how gifted you are only so many hours in the day well unless your Owsley or say the writtr Thomas Phycon (read crying of lot 49-a novella by the end of it will have you convinced that you are an actual inthral character in the book. Every sentence has 3 or 4 different meanings ie-crying of lot 49 (main characteris anauctioneer character in charge if selling if lot 49 during his auction job yet at same time his life is a sad tragedy stuck "crying" at his realization of lack of free will in his "lot" in life pre-determined for him. The number 49 has alll kinds of significane as well. I'm just glossing over the shallow waves, or book ""trailor if you will." He also wrote "Vineland" which takes place in humboldt-$entions Orick where a bum dresses up like supermam and thows himself througj a store window yearly to keep his SSD checks to keep comimg in$ mentions blue lake, smoking joints in parkimg lot at bauyshore mall. Drimkimg at toby and jacks on arcata plaza also home to other famous poets and short story mastters. Considered 2nd to Joyce as the best novelist of the 20th century and I had the luck of having him for my masters advisor. He keeps it all eal qiet. He hates people askimg him if he's the writer Pynchon so I'd mess with him and leave long messages for him like HI Tom, its Mark. Wanted to talk about my project-oh damn sorry about calling you by your pen name Tom. Hed get REALLy pissed off but I couldn't stop. MT got the prankster side of me going after he once broadcast his voice across the neigjhbors 10k altec vinyl tube system and staryed saying stuff like "matt..is this you Matt..I'm talking to you.. I'm in your head you know." Oh man he had that guy so paranoid!!! He's running around marinos frantically telling people his high end stereoi had voices in it that were talking to him. I never laughed so hard.
Anyway, WAY OFF TOPIC. So Philosophy Emeritus Prof. Dr. Scarrow in his 80's back in 1988 when I took logic from him my best bud wgo works right know for one of our givs 3 letter bosses. Ish I had his job right now. We both got B+'s and we were both brilliant-took latin writtwn and spoken for our lanuage credit and a toucch of olde English.
Quo modo hic wir?
What's up in latin- in what mode are things happening with you. Lol.
So, we pleaded our case and Scarrow says if I were you I'd stop complaining, when I taught MLK I gave him a C+. That shut us up pretty fast.
Twiligt zone week. I stayed with the fiance only to get screwed after trying to be "honorable by turning down this 11 on a1-10 scale from a rich royal family who said "I know you havea gf but I think you can do a lot better, and opened her blouse abd basically said I've had a crush on yOu all year and noticed the cllasses your taking. Basically offered to marry me into royality, hot body, dual brazillian-american citizEnshiup. I being the gentkeman againat all my intuition said rhabk you but no I promised this girl. AndAmy this brazil girl could tell I liked her way more had me wrapped around her finger in 5 minutes. I've always regretted it. So I opened my storage of past 20 years about 100ft deep. Haven't opened it in say 2yeas. The entire front half is my chocolate espresso equipment and my books and all personal effectsare100ft back. So to my utter twilight zone still now wondeering if I'm dreaming I see on my cooffee and chocloate desk from my business I stored it there last after closing up shop. Right at my eye level exactly 5' 10" is sitting a lletter I've NEVER SEEN IN MY LIFE addressed to my college POBOX dated 1993 (20 years ago UNOPEDENED-still wondering how it was so neaty set theiR exactly in my line of sight 5 inches in front of my eyes where I stood aftEr opening the storage unit doors. I opened it and it was from that brazilliann girl Amy postmarked 1993. Insane. Talking how she wabts ti wrap her hands all over me. All I can thin is am I in twilight zone? Is it the sun. ( I calll "splime"- space place in a specific time) are Multiverses overlapping Tom? Balls jumpimg on the stacked pool tabk theiry?? I have a bizzare life but my last week makes trippimg balls seem like a mundane experience like checking out at a grocery stoRe. I need help. Thiese are just a few exanples. I had a feral cat I feed who rips me to shreds if I approach him. Some guy too a baseball bat to his hEead, he has 3 sideays teeth left noww. Well two days ago instead of drawing blood whhile tring to feed him he literally climed up my body purring and head butting me and rubbing his long black hair all over me. It usually is babysteps not total feral bit through my finger skin last weekend. Now he wants ne to carry him like a fricKen baby. I think he's a famniliar abd he funAlly recugnixed me. What the heck is going on quanum, sun transformattions? Dimensional shifting like a star trek episode from the 60's?.
I'm flipping out guys. Anyone else having these probkems. Perhaps we didn't have the mayanb calendar dated correctly ir an asteroid collision of the chinese mega polluters caused the alignment to be off +- 2 years. Just look at the sun spot changes in oast yeaRs along. I think a massive culling of humans is at hand. My nest friend out here is an ER doc. He was doing eyes only research with military at our local arcata hospital by the ocean. He could only toss me hints, but he just UP and moved in one month and told me I needed to get the hell away from the coast. He's moving to kansas and he hates it there. He said they're seeing sickfishermen come in with "cunks of hair flling out with sighs of R---@@@@ poisening. Anf the military lady studied birrds mammals sealife and bird eggs aren't hardening and the are also seeing masive hairloss and deargh. He couldn't "tell me directly but he wanted me to know so he kept tossing out idd stories to me I put together later." If he's a doc and so scared he left a 450k job to get the hell out of herre to kansas in ome months time-not wasting a day-something serious is up is all I know. I'm tthinking Japan perhaps was WAY WORSE thanwe ever knew. Anyway a zillion strange unnatural things are "a-foot" please clue me in if any of you can. Btw-ive only been in7-9 eathuakes but that was the stragest feeling one of them all. If it had more power felt like we were skippimg off into the ocean. And as you know I libe on a peninsula made of dunes as it is! Help! Advice. Where's Dr. Who when I need him??
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Date: Thu, 13 Mar 2014 11:21:36 +1300
Subject: Re: Old Borderlands