day 5 - "crystal" (non-lucid dream)

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This was an interesting word. Again, there is no problem with the mind
spitting out it's memory at light speed. I simply am not tuned up
enough to catch things at the rate that it turns them out.

In fact, all mind knowledge pre-exists in a frozen matrix. It is
simply I who is tuning into parts of the matrix and turning that into
verbal words.

This was a morning session again. I laid my back on the wall as I did
it. Then before I knew it I was in a dream state.

I was walking in a shopping mall at night and opened a newspaper
vending machine. There was a box of cut up paper which seemed to have
realtor information on it. I riffled through the papers. The newspaper
machine was near a bus stop.

Someone came and sat down, but I wondered why he sat so close to me. I
bumped into him and said 'excuse me' and he said 'no problem' back.

I was worried that he was going to assault me... why sit so close.

Then I was back in my room continuing the exercise.

I think I may do a session at night to make up for this falling asleep
business.