I respect your feelings and love the way you have written this.
Thanks
*this mail is for everyone, i am just answering your questions
" Why this sudden lack of interest ? (to quote you "my interest is completely zero")" - Its was not sudden, decision of leaving out a 'team of smart people' is obviously not sudden.
*mark the difference between - " team of smart people" and "smart team"
btw if we scan my work done during this semester it was close to zero,by the end of august we had three SHG's and two group of fashion designer booked and right now we are not in position to handle even 1 shg, hence there was no point in contacting more shg's,designers and therefore I was not able to move forward and this thing regularly push me to think that as a project head I am not upto the mark.
*we should not include planing into amount of work done because that is like breathing without which we cannot do anything *
So I think may be these are the points due to which this step has been taken.
I believe that Interest is something which is ruled by heart (not by brain) and heart cannot be trained, at the end its interest which matters not the owner of idea.
" "This decision is completely taken by me(no involvement of any external factor,politics,etc) "- This doesn't seem right" - haha,right wrong duur ki baat hai,yeh to obvious baat hai,that line i just wrote for tp,didn't thought ki is pe bhi question utthega kya.
All the best