Really feeling crazy. Moved in with my friend right as this was all getting into full swing. Boy did I pick a bad time to be in the 'burbs w/o a car & w/o any way to go anywhere or do anything, even if I could, I couldn't ya know?
I miss my apt. but my neighborhood was so awful, very bad for sensitive/empathic types. I don't read the news at all, for any reason. I keep meaning to do it on my tablet, which has an RSS feed. But I just don't feel up to it. It's like why?
My BFF has been obsessing over everything COVID. She's always reading articles, found something that suggested we may be able to be re-infected, or that we were still contagious, but then there was something that says that's not true. I'm like that's a sign you should stop reading stuff. Don't read anything. I hate it. She insists that it's info we need, but if it's changing this much in a short time, do we? Is it? I just don't agree. And she's a highly sensitive person, but gets obsessive with stuff, where I just feel bored/overwhelmed and want to escape as much as posisble. New info isn't going to make me change my behavior or be more careful than I'm already being. Plus I have food stamps and you can't even use that w/any delivery in some places. I could back in Newark NJ, but not here. So I still have to go to the supermarket & store for some stuff. Can't get everything by mail.