Sherrie so glad you're here, and yes girl, we're all going through the same things. Just trying to do the best we can.
In the end, any improvement is great, and with time, you'll find that some of these new things will stick with you. I first learned about Green Smoothies about 4 years ago, doing a cleanse similar to the one we're doing now. Unfortunately, I did go back to my SAD eating for a time, but never stopped the Green Smoothies. Now, after 4 years, I'm finally a "successful" Vegan (meaning, I don't go off my Vegan diet anymore), and it all began with trial and error. You'd be surprised how much you're actually teaching your body. Little steps, but it's all part of the process. You have to walk before you can run. You're doing Great!!!! If you have any questions, of course, these amazing women and men on here, will jump to your rescue. If you need extra support, please do not hesitate to email me, or leave me a comment on my blog:
http://findingthecouragetoheal.blogspot.com/ We can do so much more together, than we could ever do alone. :)
Tanya