Excerpts from "A Prayer for Vulnerable Authenticity"

[Gabrielle Dean]

A Prayer for Vulnerable Authenticity

Spirit of Life, Teach Me To Be Honest When I Pray

CARL MCCOLMAN

Spirit of Life,
Teach me to be honest and vulnerable when I pray.

When I am afraid, give me the courage to reveal my fear to you, for healing and renewal.

When I feel inadequate, give me the comfort to offer my incompleteness to you.
When I find myself bitter and blaming, offer me the space to reflect on your grace.

When I feel disgusted or judgmental, show me my blindspots with your playful humour.

When I preen with pride, gently form me to remember who I truly am.

It is hard for me to give all of myself to you; I am so tempted to only give you a good report. 

Keep reminding me that it is your loving intimacy I truly crave, 

and that only in authenticity am I able to receive you fully.

Trusting in your tender mercy I pray,
Amen.