Re: Starting Over? Ready for the next level?

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Mark Ty-Wharton

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Mar 15, 2011, 7:18:21 PM3/15/11
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I got the answer to my money situation so now I have access to sorting this out I can...

Who knows who cares am I starting over or growing up?

You decide!

It goes like this...

For the past forty or so years I have been on a mission to BE famous.

For most of that time period as a musician.

I say TRYING

Because it is essential I don't succeed.

I have pondered the fear of success and fear of failure things and they never add up.

Because?

It's both and more than that.

Ultimately as a child I failed a lot so I needed to prove "I am not a failure" somehow.

By doing something I can never fail at!

I am trying to be famous.

No time frame.

Hey, look at the evidence.

There are seventy year olds who make it so I might to.

I haven't failed till I am dead as long as I am trying right?

Are you with me?

It's my racket.

I get to look good trying, my fixed way of being, dogged determination.

I complain I am not getting anywhere while I sabotage anything that can lead to success.

The pay off is I get to be right about not being a failure.

The cost is I can never succeed.

So leaving this behind I am?

Starting again?

You decide.

Mark

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On 15 Mar 2011, at 23:04, "Mr Twenty Twenty" <ad...@xhostage.com> wrote:

 I sent this email out to my readers today.    
 
Thought I would share it here too.   Because....   
 
What matters matters.   Let's dive in.
 
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So....

I am starting a new coaching program - for men - who are either:

Starting Over  or Growing up. 

Starting over because they made a decision to - or maybe because the universe - God - someone else tossed something into the mix that 

"changed everything" - a death - a divorce - a job ending - a new phase of life beginning.    

Growing up - meaning that they are becoming stronger - and more willing and able to be men - while becoming more child like.    Curious.  Open.  Able to be at home inside their skin.   Willing to do what it takes - not just to be accomplished - but to simply be.

I have been "lab rat" number 1 when it comes to this program, and with Starting Over and Growing Up.   Maybe hamster sounds better than lab rat, either way - I am the guy who has been "starting over" and "growing up" - and with my background in NLP and Native Wisdom - I have been told by quite a few that I have to share what I am learning - living - and writing privately about.   

In some ways - I have been exploring and doing this for years.   More recently - after my death and rebirth - and moving to Australia - and proving beyond a shadow of a doubt that....  if you feel there is something more for you - out there - in there - we've gotta talk.   Soon.   Don't sweep it under the carpet, don't let it fester and die.   Reach out to me.

Well, let me share it this way.   If it is time - and this is something you feel, you and I ought to consider exploring together....

Email me at 20...@exhostage.com

I am taking on just 6 private coaching clients for this program.   Private calls - and recordings.   That's it.  Bare bones, lean and mean, becoming a new man - taking life to the next level - discovering what is next - Awakening the Adventurer Within.

Next time I do this training - it will be as a group.  So if you want one on one work - at a group price - let me know.

Whooo yah!

Mr Twenty Twenty

PS:  Look at my photos.  I am getting younger, stronger, more alive than ever.   Look at where I am living, look at how.   Life - it is meant to be fully lived - fully loved - to the max.   Join me.  Email me.


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Mr. Twenty Twenty

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Mar 15, 2011, 7:59:55 PM3/15/11
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Hi Mark,

Love ya.   

Being famous.  That's easy.   

Being.   Being happy.   At peace.   Joyful.   That's easier.

I am at peace - with fear - and more.

I am at peace - with being love - and being loved.

Being love - is huge.
Being loved - is personal.

All in love,

20/20

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Oinarp Mot

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Mar 15, 2011, 10:39:14 PM3/15/11
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Fucking A dude.

Today as in yesterday I have always been 
a success at being me.

Never thought about it that way before until my brothers
called me allot of nasty names and accused me of abhorrent 
behaviors.

I have looked over my life and had to come to terms with the
idea that my idea of successful is different than my idea of
being successful.

Hah?

I mean. What I define as successful is beyond my personal
knowledge. I give up.  

Not smart enough.
Not intelligent enough.

Here's what I do know.

I have learnt some pretty fucking wonderful lessons about life and
how to be with people.

I have definitely affected this world in a more positive than negative way.

When I go I know I will have left more good than taken bad.

That's pretty fucking successful if you ask me and...

I didn't think one time about what good I may have been doing at the time.

So I don't have a million bucks (yet).
So I am not married to a super model (not interested unless she is great in bed and..)

So I am not my brothers. 

Thanks God, 

I am much like my brothers.

Thank God.

What we believe in what makes us successful is such crap.

My take on it.

Mark. You are successful at being someone I would love to call my friend.
You touch me every time you take fingers to your keyboard.

Same with Twenty.
Same with Dan and Greg and others that read these posts.

It's all good. We just have to open our eyes before they are closed permenantely.

OMG. I didn't use spell check. I'm a fucking...

Tp


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